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by Sunlaien
Sat Jan 04, 2020 8:07 pm
Forum: Relationships
Topic: Rejecting the ego but I don’t want to reject him
Replies: 5
Views: 680

Re: Rejecting the ego but I don’t want to reject him

Well, he called and told me that he isn’t coming. He’s not ready. It hurts. It makes me sad. But I have to accept he’s not in a place where we will reconcile now. Or maybe ever. He said his gut tells him we’re not in the cards. I did ask if that’s his pain body or ego talking but he said no, this is...
by Sunlaien
Sat Jan 04, 2020 4:35 pm
Forum: Relationships
Topic: Rejecting the ego but I don’t want to reject him
Replies: 5
Views: 680

Re: Rejecting the ego but I don’t want to reject him

WW Thank you for your response. I really appreciate it. That is my concern as well. Since he left we have talked on the phone, via email, texts and FaceTime and they were all very aware conversations and hopeful and happy. It is this final step in his actually physically returning he is becoming so ...
by Sunlaien
Sat Jan 04, 2020 2:53 pm
Forum: Relationships
Topic: Rejecting the ego but I don’t want to reject him
Replies: 5
Views: 680

Rejecting the ego but I don’t want to reject him

I am torn between hoping my partner will awaken with me and realizing his journey is much more difficult than mine. He is having trouble letting anger go. And I am moving beyond the pain body. But when he lashes out at me, it triggers my pain body. I feel I am at the point I see his anger as a manif...
by Sunlaien
Fri Jan 03, 2020 6:45 pm
Forum: Introductions
Topic: Glad to have found this forum
Replies: 3
Views: 465

Glad to have found this forum

Hello and thank you for allowing me to join this forum. The Power of Now was recommended to me by my therapist a few months ago. I bought it and several other books and somehow it got pushed to the bottom of the pile. I started reading it on a plane ride last month and it has made a bigger differenc...
by Sunlaien
Fri Jan 03, 2020 4:48 pm
Forum: Awakening / Spiritual Enlightenment / Truth-Realization
Topic: Thoughts from pain-body vs. situational difficulties
Replies: 1
Views: 306

Thoughts from pain-body vs. situational difficulties

I have started my journey of awakening but I am needing some guidance regarding situational difficulties and maintaining an awakened and present mind. I am aware of my thoughts and how they are influenced by my pain body and that has helped me immensely in letting those thoughts go and taking contro...