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by Agnieszka
Fri Jun 20, 2008 1:12 pm
Forum: Personal Experiences
Topic: Stopped taking meds!!!!! Ooops!
Replies: 24
Views: 3983

Re: Stopped taking meds!!!!! Ooops!

Hi everybody, since I'm constantly coping with the dilemma of not taking/taking psychotropic medicines (I have adhd), I want to ask those of you who have had any experience with these "brain medicines": do you think (have you ever tried) it's really possible to be on a drug that affects your brain a...
by Agnieszka
Sun Mar 16, 2008 10:42 pm
Forum: Questions
Topic: Help stop my shakes
Replies: 29
Views: 2860

Re: Help stop my shakes

I've very often experienced quite violent physical reactions when in the presence of other people. It wasn't trembling but rather feeling of rapid movements inside, stinging, burning, biting, on my skin, face, etc. Some of them might be noticeable, some probably not. When I came to realize that othe...
by Agnieszka
Sun Mar 16, 2008 9:29 pm
Forum: Recommended Links
Topic: Anxiety, panic attacks and the like
Replies: 2
Views: 2292

Anxiety, panic attacks and the like

I've come across something that I may not necessarily like (hypnosis) but what the guy says immediately got my total approval and isn't it just practising the POW? This is a short self-adverisement movie but I liked the guy and he confirmed what really works well for all people suffering from anxiet...
by Agnieszka
Mon Jan 07, 2008 7:52 pm
Forum: Questions
Topic: pain body question
Replies: 44
Views: 4311

Re: pain body question

Painbodies=psychic parasites=demonic creatures then. In practical terms the difference is in their intensity and stubborness. With some we may be able to deal alone. Others, especially if the person is not accustomed to seeking self-consciousness and to doing self-work and additionally suffers from ...
by Agnieszka
Mon Jan 07, 2008 2:33 am
Forum: Questions
Topic: pain body question
Replies: 44
Views: 4311

Re: pain body question

I would advise to treat it as your own painbody, not something "from beyond". If such well entrenched painbodies were to be considered demons, we would go mad - I myself would be nothing but a bunch of demons!. They probably are energetic structures that somehow glued to our egos, sometimes we don't...
by Agnieszka
Mon Jan 07, 2008 2:18 am
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: dissociation-immoral?
Replies: 16
Views: 1482

Re: dissociation-immoral?

Thank you all very, very much!

I clearly see I'm going through a major painbody attack.
I get to know more and more of it (of this little frightened me) every day.
I do hope I'll be over it sooner or later. I just have to :D .
Agn
by Agnieszka
Sun Dec 30, 2007 9:43 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: dissociation-immoral?
Replies: 16
Views: 1482

Re: dissociation-immoral?

:D the real, huge problem is in my own ego which doesn't want to let her go, to live her own life and do it her way . It's better now, still without any tranquilizers, I see her alternately as separate from me (with some indifference), then as blended with my ego and that's when I feel I understand ...
by Agnieszka
Sun Dec 30, 2007 12:00 am
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: dissociation-immoral?
Replies: 16
Views: 1482

Re: dissociation-immoral?

Well, Vpopov81, she is almost 22! And declines any help, especially from me, who, as she says, "doesn't help her but worries only". She's right because worry is the only thing that's left after many attempts to help I made. I decided to leave her alone and that's exactly what she wants from me now. ...
by Agnieszka
Fri Dec 28, 2007 11:52 am
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: dissociation-immoral?
Replies: 16
Views: 1482

Re: dissociation-immoral?

Thanks weoppose,
I know it too well since I was addicted to Xanax :evil:
I will look for something else plus try to find some therapist-buddhist, this particular painbody is too strong to cope without any outside support.
by Agnieszka
Thu Dec 27, 2007 10:36 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: What excites you?
Replies: 16
Views: 1461

Re: What excites you?

Some time ago: blonde-hair, blue-eyed guys with freckles on the nose.
Now: animals, trees, wind, the moon, wilderness. And if real, deep silence can be "exciting", this too.
by Agnieszka
Wed Dec 26, 2007 2:28 am
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: dissociation-immoral?
Replies: 16
Views: 1482

Re: dissociation-immoral?

Thank you, BrahmanEternal :) , that's exactly what I'm trying to do. But it's sort of difficult to maintain the state of acceptance in this case. When accepting her current state, the Now as it is, my thoughts keep going to the future which I see in black colors usually. I bring them back, to the no...
by Agnieszka
Sun Dec 23, 2007 4:58 am
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: dissociation-immoral?
Replies: 16
Views: 1482

Re: dissociation-immoral?

Thank you Web, I already asked online about the Institute's free audio CD. Since the fear I feel almost consumes me now (I can't feel any space like I always do when dealing with other painbodies) and I cannot sleep nor act, I decided to turn to a doctor for some chemical help - ironically, it's me ...
by Agnieszka
Sat Dec 22, 2007 11:36 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: dissociation-immoral?
Replies: 16
Views: 1482

dissociation-immoral?

Can you please try to help me? Is there any possibility to dissociate from a very close relative (daughter) with self-destructive tendencies, who pushes away any help from me, whom I am not able to communicate with? And most important: do I have the moral right to dissociate? - she is my daughter an...
by Agnieszka
Mon Nov 26, 2007 10:25 pm
Forum: Questions
Topic: Struggling times
Replies: 4
Views: 741

Re: Struggling times

In my experience the "coming back to the real me" is happening in fits and starts. At the beginning it usually feels sooo good and peaceful. It seems quite easy. But after awhile, when all aspects of ego (or painbodies) come to the surface, it turns out to be a bumpy ride. And for me only those most...
by Agnieszka
Thu Nov 15, 2007 9:24 pm
Forum: Personal Experiences
Topic: what was that?(tolle's effect???)
Replies: 11
Views: 1384

Re: what was that?(tolle's effect???)

TAKE that responsibility! It seems to have been a very valuable insight. I'm happy for you as for everybody else going through that state (as if one could "go through" stillness :D ), not only because you probably are my fellow countryman, right?. ET is still not widely known in Poland and we should...