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by artista
Tue May 31, 2011 11:02 pm
Forum: Pain and Suffering
Topic: I know it can't be lost but I feel I lost it
Replies: 15
Views: 3523

Re: I know it can't be lost but I feel I lost it

xxx, I agree with you, we do "need" people. Not because they will make us happy, not because they will bring us peace or fulfill us...they won't. We "need" other people in much more profound way, beyond words. It is our human nature, we enjoy sharing our own presence with others.
by artista
Tue May 31, 2011 10:58 pm
Forum: Pain and Suffering
Topic: I know it can't be lost but I feel I lost it
Replies: 15
Views: 3523

Re: I know it can't be lost but I feel I lost it

I feel I'm back on the path these days. Don't know how it happened, but it did. When you actually stop seeking, you find everything you seek. So simple and true. And than you realize you don't need special circumstances that will bring you into that state of presence, that it's all already here, now...
by artista
Thu May 26, 2011 3:11 pm
Forum: Pain and Suffering
Topic: I know it can't be lost but I feel I lost it
Replies: 15
Views: 3523

Re: I know it can't be lost but I feel I lost it

xkatex thnx for the link, very interesting question and Adya's response, brilliant as always. It's trap ego falls into so easily. Allowing the pain - yes, I know it's the key. Sometimes I manage, sometimes I don't, still practicing ;) xxx thank you for mentioning self-compassion, it really made me ...
by artista
Mon May 23, 2011 2:59 pm
Forum: Pain and Suffering
Topic: I know it can't be lost but I feel I lost it
Replies: 15
Views: 3523

I know it can't be lost but I feel I lost it

...what? Presence. Stillness. Inner peace. I know. It's here, always. But I don't feel it these days. I discovered Tolle's work few years ago while dealing with anxiety and some big issues in my life and it helped me a lot. I discovered peace and serenity within me and thought it would never go away...
by artista
Sun Aug 10, 2008 12:04 am
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: I am now a father! Any other parents? Tips?
Replies: 12
Views: 1649

Re: I am now a father! Any other parents? Tips?

Enjoy and be relaxed as much as you can. Babies have tiny radars and they sense your feelings and vibrations without exception. Be easy on yourself; there is no such thing as "perfect parenthood", you learn about it through time and experience. All she needs now is your love, gentleness, patience. S...
by artista
Sun Jun 01, 2008 6:19 pm
Forum: Relationships
Topic: Interdependent Circle Relationships
Replies: 8
Views: 2357

Re: Interdependent Circle Relationships

Heidi, I totally agree with you! :D
by artista
Sat May 31, 2008 1:22 pm
Forum: Personal Experiences
Topic: Surrender
Replies: 21
Views: 3282

Re: Surrender

Hermit..".Your Story" is wonderful :)
by artista
Sat May 31, 2008 1:21 pm
Forum: Personal Experiences
Topic: boring stuff about my consciousness
Replies: 21
Views: 3694

Re: boring stuff about my consciousness

It seems to me you're struggling too much, there is too much resisting in you, lots of analysis. maybe you need some really big change in your life, to move on with your life on your own, as you want it to be... family, friends..you know you can't change their un/consciousness/- so change yours, acc...
by artista
Wed May 21, 2008 11:16 pm
Forum: General Eckhart Tolle Discussion
Topic: Intellectual understanding...but not experiencing The Now
Replies: 132
Views: 26870

Re: Intellectual understanding...but not experiencing The Now

Just wanted to say that all that is written here is been such a help and pointer to me; so many great points of view, wise words, useful advices and opinions, really great. I even printed out some parts, as a reminder.
Thank you all :)
by artista
Wed May 21, 2008 11:07 pm
Forum: Personal Experiences
Topic: Childhood awareness - lost and found
Replies: 3
Views: 789

Re: Childhood awareness - lost and found

Welcome to the board, both to you and the presence in your belly! Thank you! Yes, there is a pure presence & consciousness growing in my belly, and it's really amazing :D They looked surreal. It was heartbreaking...there was no beauty in them, at least none that I could see. You can SEE them again ...
by artista
Mon May 19, 2008 12:07 pm
Forum: Personal Experiences
Topic: Childhood awareness - lost and found
Replies: 3
Views: 789

Childhood awareness - lost and found

Often when I felt bad or suffered from some reason, I would try to renew some memories from my early childhood. Not events, but particular feelings of clear presence and awareness I remember I felt as a child. Like when I was observing a bug in my hand, or tree in a forest - I remember that. But I c...
by artista
Mon May 19, 2008 11:43 am
Forum: Introductions
Topic: I'm Artista, here is my little story
Replies: 7
Views: 1189

Re: I'm Artista, here is my little story

Hi and I'm glad you said that about ebb and flow...I know that's how it is for me and it's helpful to hear that for other people it's not neccessairily easy either. If I'm honest, I'm still not truly present that often, and I also have noticed I have a tendency to make being present or practicing a...
by artista
Sun May 18, 2008 11:32 am
Forum: Introductions
Topic: I'm Artista, here is my little story
Replies: 7
Views: 1189

I'm Artista, here is my little story

Dear all, I enjoy reading this forum for sometime, so it's time to introduce myself; I'm Artista, 35, living in one wonderfull small capitol of small country in the middle of europe, mother of one little boy, expecting another one in 6 weeks :D My spiritual path begins few years ago, along with my d...