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by rachel100639
Fri Jul 29, 2011 7:58 am
Forum: Introductions
Topic: Age
Replies: 261
Views: 55379

Re: Age

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by rachel100639
Mon Jul 11, 2011 7:08 am
Forum: Questions
Topic: I have no idea what to do with my life?
Replies: 9
Views: 871

Re: I have no idea what to do with my life?

That is YUM beyond Yum!!!
What does this mean?

Rachel
by rachel100639
Tue Apr 12, 2011 6:30 am
Forum: Questions
Topic: I just want to sit under a tree
Replies: 6
Views: 947

I just want to sit under a tree

I have not been on here in a while. I miss it. I am still going through my major "transformation." Not sure what to call it. Incredible changes still occurring since last year at this time - job loss, bankruptcy, major illness, relationship loss (although this person is back in my life in a very dif...
by rachel100639
Sat Mar 19, 2011 3:39 pm
Forum: Questions
Topic: Violent Movies/Games
Replies: 10
Views: 1792

Re: Violent Movies/Games

Spiky,
You say this all in a past tense. Is this not true anymore?
Rachel
by rachel100639
Fri Mar 18, 2011 6:12 am
Forum: Questions
Topic: Violent Movies/Games
Replies: 10
Views: 1792

Re: Violent Movies/Games

This is an interesting topic. I cannot watch gratuitous violence in horror movies or playing video games. I find it extremely disturbing, frightening and sickening. I cannot watch someone or something else suffer so horribly for entertainment. I wonder if it is a generation thing or a male/female th...
by rachel100639
Thu Jan 13, 2011 8:19 am
Forum: Support and Technical Questions
Topic: smiles
Replies: 3
Views: 1967

smiles

Hi, the little smiles are not showing up in the text even though they are ON. They are not disabled. Some of the smiles are not available either to choose from - there are just blank squares where they are supposed to be.
Rahcel
by rachel100639
Sun Jan 02, 2011 5:48 am
Forum: Questions
Topic: Help with Horrible Job
Replies: 44
Views: 2440

Re: Help with Horrible Job

Hello Rachel I understand now *hug* There's no sense in blaming yourself for what happened, I did some reading on clinical depression, it's described as the kind of illness that affects a person's behaviour and decision making ability You've previously said that you feel responsible for the decisio...
by rachel100639
Sun Jan 02, 2011 5:43 am
Forum: Questions
Topic: Help with Horrible Job
Replies: 44
Views: 2440

Re: Help with Horrible Job

Long story short, several times over the past few years myself and my family have been down to our last 20 dollars or less (no savings). Each time a "little" miracle would occur and we would come out of that bind. Each time this dire situation was created (by me) it built trust. Trust in myself, an...
by rachel100639
Sun Jan 02, 2011 5:24 am
Forum: Questions
Topic: Help with Horrible Job
Replies: 44
Views: 2440

Re: Help with Horrible Job

No choice is wrong rachel, but, what would love feel? What do you mean? What would love feel about what? I am confused by this sentence. If there is any pain associated it is unfinished business that we are holding onto. It is once again the core notion that our expectations should somehow be able ...
by rachel100639
Sat Jan 01, 2011 9:54 pm
Forum: Questions
Topic: Help with Horrible Job
Replies: 44
Views: 2440

Re: Help with Horrible Job

If everything was perfect, why were you depressed? Or was there something missing? What drove you to uproot yourself and move across 3 states? Well, it was clinical depression so there really was no reason. It was physiological and moved into me like a black cloud and seemed to take over. I was, or...
by rachel100639
Sat Jan 01, 2011 6:32 am
Forum: Questions
Topic: Help with Horrible Job
Replies: 44
Views: 2440

Re: Help with Horrible Job

Breathe Rachel, breathe ((hug)) A person who is not 'sane' never thinks to ask themself or anyone else that But, Einstein was right - insanity is doing the same thing the same way and expecting a different outcome. Thank you smiiley for the hug. Yes, I know I am not insane. I said that sort of tong...
by rachel100639
Thu Dec 30, 2010 7:15 am
Forum: Questions
Topic: Help with Horrible Job
Replies: 44
Views: 2440

Re: Help with Horrible Job

Wow, thank you everyone for your wonderful feedback to my last post! You are all so helpful and insightful. You won't have a big rent, so you can find a little job - a long-time joke around the board is be a greeter at Walmart. The skills you possess might not be there to acquire money, but to help ...
by rachel100639
Tue Dec 28, 2010 5:33 pm
Forum: Questions
Topic: Help with Horrible Job
Replies: 44
Views: 2440

Re: Help with Horrible Job

Quinn, I have a hard time with this one- that no external force causes stress. We are all physiological and psychological beings and I cannot fathom that war, for example, does not cause stress. Or violence in any form or other major events like the death of a child- you get my point. post traumatic...
by rachel100639
Tue Dec 28, 2010 5:58 am
Forum: Questions
Topic: Help with Horrible Job
Replies: 44
Views: 2440

Re: Help with Horrible Job

Perhaps that is true, Chesire. Strange, I sent in my resignation effective immediately and now the whole thing - the 6 weeks I was there already feels like it was a dream. Wierd. I am not proud about how I behaved there. I was negative, irritated a lot, not conscious, angry, etc. I can sort of look ...
by rachel100639
Sat Dec 25, 2010 5:49 pm
Forum: Questions
Topic: New job and high anxiety
Replies: 9
Views: 755

Re: New job and high anxiety

Yes, "Resistance to the disturbance IS the disturbance."