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by Cheshirecat
Mon May 16, 2011 1:53 pm
Forum: Adyashanti
Topic: Struggle
Replies: 3
Views: 1949

Re: Struggle

Being a "struggle machine" I also struggle with my exercise. Not making myself do it but never feeling like I have done enough. In the past I would rational and reason with the struggle voice. But now I just chuckle and say "of course you're stuggling sweetie, your a struggle machine, what did you e...
by Cheshirecat
Sun May 15, 2011 5:06 pm
Forum: Adyashanti
Topic: Struggle
Replies: 3
Views: 1949

Re: Struggle

Struggle for me comes in so so so many forms. Here is an example of a recent one. I loooooooooooooooooooove music and every once in a while I can really feel that love when I listen to it. But more often even with 450 of my fave songs on my ipod I can't find even one that I can listen to all the way...
by Cheshirecat
Sun May 15, 2011 3:25 pm
Forum: Adyashanti
Topic: Struggle
Replies: 3
Views: 1949

Struggle

I listen to Adya "why we struggle" cd. It was a real eye opener for me. What I learned from it is "I" am a struggle machine 24/7. Nothing more nothing less. Sooooooooooooooooo my only job is to struggle. How this has helped me is... when I struggle I can now accept it because that's my/me's job. I h...
by Cheshirecat
Mon Apr 25, 2011 12:19 am
Forum: Adyashanti
Topic: Groked that my thoughts are not mine.....
Replies: 5
Views: 2438

Re: Groked that my thoughts are not mine.....

The ego I just had an aha go deeper. I just bought some new clothes and had some thoughts about how fun tomorrow was going to be because of my new clothes. followed by being aware that it would not be enough though because it never is. Now comes the deeper aha . I really don't think my ego has the ...
by Cheshirecat
Sat Apr 23, 2011 2:50 pm
Forum: Adyashanti
Topic: Groked that my thoughts are not mine.....
Replies: 5
Views: 2438

Re: Groked that my thoughts are not mine.....

Thanks for the replies... Sighclone I like the name. Made me chuckle. I'm looking forward to experiencing more silence. Getting lost in the message....I call that going "Zombie" I don't do that too much anymore. Where I'm at right now is being aware of the message/noise/ brainwash and knowing its no...
by Cheshirecat
Sat Apr 23, 2011 3:22 am
Forum: Adyashanti
Topic: Groked that my thoughts are not mine.....
Replies: 5
Views: 2438

Groked that my thoughts are not mine.....

Had an interesting experience yesterday. I was at an inservice. I usually dread going to inservices. But this one I had not. I had been enjoying the inservice and it was about lunch time, when I had a thought that said " I can't wait to get home". In fact it was so there that I said it outloud. What...
by Cheshirecat
Thu Jan 06, 2011 4:04 pm
Forum: Adyashanti
Topic: Awakening guidance needed
Replies: 1
Views: 1612

Re: Awakening guidance needed

I found someone to help me with my journey on the Adyashanti site. :D
by Cheshirecat
Wed Jan 05, 2011 1:36 pm
Forum: Adyashanti
Topic: Awakening guidance needed
Replies: 1
Views: 1612

Awakening guidance needed

I'm looking for someone who is a long time student of Adyashanti and feels they have awakened at least partially to help me with something that is happening to me. :?

If you might be that person or know of someone please PM me.

Thanks cheshire
by Cheshirecat
Sun Jan 02, 2011 8:58 am
Forum: Spiritual Teachers
Topic: Jed Mckenna is driving me crazy. :)
Replies: 6
Views: 1648

Re: Jed Mckenna is driving me crazy. :)

I have always thought it would be fun to do more lucid dreaming. Wellllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll I guess I'm getting what I ask for. :P Guess I will go down and exercise. Because even if it's just a dream I don't want to be playing the part of a fat person. :lol: Plus maybe it will tire...
by Cheshirecat
Sun Jan 02, 2011 8:48 am
Forum: Spiritual Teachers
Topic: Jed Mckenna is driving me crazy. :)
Replies: 6
Views: 1648

Jed Mckenna is driving me crazy. :)

OK........................... So I get it, it's only a dream/stage play and it seems like I'm on the verge of waking up or maybe even woken up at least for now. But I can't step out of the play/dream....unless I commit suicide. And maybe that's just part of the dream too :lol: . So where do I go wit...
by Cheshirecat
Fri Dec 24, 2010 5:30 pm
Forum: Spiritual Teachers
Topic: Read Barry Long
Replies: 20
Views: 9558

Re: Read Barry Long

I too am loving barry long which of his books/downloads talks about addiction and the pygmy?

cheshire
by Cheshirecat
Fri Dec 24, 2010 3:12 pm
Forum: Questions
Topic: Help with Horrible Job
Replies: 44
Views: 3392

Re: Help with Horrible Job

Just my thoughts..

Everytime something bothers/irritates me, I am usually in the now at that bothersome moment. :wink:

So maybe you have been in the now more than you realized as you made your decision to take your "now" adventure another direction.

Happy adventuring to you.

cheshire
by Cheshirecat
Fri Dec 24, 2010 3:03 pm
Forum: Personal Experiences
Topic: Dating with Edy/ego.....
Replies: 16
Views: 1668

Re: Dating with Edy/ego.....

Chest cold protal to the my now. Gail has a chest cold and she is kind of excited about i :shock:. Because she is using it as an anchor to her now. Everytime she coughs she know she is in her now. Also gail has struggles with body sensing thus her body aches make it easier for her to sense her body...
by Cheshirecat
Wed Dec 22, 2010 7:15 pm
Forum: Personal Experiences
Topic: Dating with Edy/ego.....
Replies: 16
Views: 1668

Re: Dating with Edy/ego.....

I like that Project Mayhem.......................... :wink:
by Cheshirecat
Tue Dec 21, 2010 4:26 pm
Forum: Questions
Topic: New job and high anxiety
Replies: 9
Views: 930

Re: New job and high anxiety

I to at timse deal with anxiety. What I'm wondering is........... if maybe anxiety and nirvana might the different sides of the same coin. And maybe what determines which I think I'm feeling is the thinking. Sooooooooooooo maybe if I suspend the thinking by getting really close to it.......maybe it'...