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by Goldmundo
Thu Aug 25, 2011 6:55 pm
Forum: Questions
Topic: I think im starting to lose my mind :(
Replies: 16
Views: 2102

I think im starting to lose my mind :(

I dont know what to do, i thought these teachings were harmless and that they would only help me but im starting to think that they can be dangerous! I was meditating yesterday and i was focusing on a thought, how that thought felt, then the feeling went away and suddenly mi mind got very silent. Bu...
by Goldmundo
Sun Jul 24, 2011 10:39 pm
Forum: Questions
Topic: Repressed sexual energy
Replies: 3
Views: 962

Re: Repressed sexual energy

Umm, im asking you about this because lately im having some unnusual sexual thoughts that just dont leave me alone. Yeah ok, i need to get a girl, i know. But yesterday i didnt try to resist them (i usually do beacause they make me feel like a pervert and a sick freak) and i felt this unnusual horni...
by Goldmundo
Sun Jul 24, 2011 5:20 am
Forum: Questions
Topic: Repressed sexual energy
Replies: 3
Views: 962

Repressed sexual energy

Hi, i want to know if such thing exists.
by Goldmundo
Sat Jul 09, 2011 5:07 am
Forum: Personal Experiences
Topic: Im dying to live!
Replies: 3
Views: 571

Re: Im dying to live!

Not really, although i talked to my parents about this and guess what? They think im imagining it. And i told them that i want to go to the doctor but they just dont take me seriously. Im doing what i can with diet and it is working. If i go to a doctor i dont know if i can talk about this. I read t...
by Goldmundo
Sat Jul 09, 2011 4:48 am
Forum: Personal Experiences
Topic: Im dying to live!
Replies: 3
Views: 571

Im dying to live!

Six months ago i was doing ''inner body awareness'' in the torso area beacuse strangelly i cold only feel my legs and hands. So i was, lets say, struggling to feel that area beacuse i thought it would be good to have the ''complete inner body feeling". Doing that it seems i activated a clearing proc...
by Goldmundo
Sun Apr 10, 2011 5:14 am
Forum: Questions
Topic: I feel like a nobody, so why do I still have an ego?
Replies: 11
Views: 1384

Re: I feel like a nobody, so why do I still have an ego?

Mariposa: I replied your PM, sorry it took me so long! (didnt know i had any)
by Goldmundo
Sun Apr 10, 2011 4:19 am
Forum: Questions
Topic: If I am totally, present, will I be on the street?
Replies: 6
Views: 913

Re: If I am totally, present, will I be on the street?

You know what? When i first started with all this presence thing i had the same doubts as you. Now im most of the time present and from my perspective i can assure you that the constant thinking of the future or past, stress, and all that things were distortions, they werent real. I havent lost my s...
by Goldmundo
Tue Mar 29, 2011 6:09 am
Forum: Questions
Topic: I feel like a nobody, so why do I still have an ego?
Replies: 11
Views: 1384

Re: I feel like a nobody, so why do I still have an ego?

Hey Mariposa! Can you describe your self like someone who is very dependent? Do you feel like you can't do anything by yourself alone? When you wake up at mornings, is it difficult for you to get out of bed? Can you describe this feeling like some king of fatigue? Do you want to do things but someho...
by Goldmundo
Sat Mar 19, 2011 6:48 am
Forum: Pain and Suffering
Topic: Social Anxiety
Replies: 13
Views: 3264

Re: Social Anxiety

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by Goldmundo
Wed Mar 16, 2011 1:03 am
Forum: Questions
Topic: Stuck
Replies: 5
Views: 754

Re: Stuck

Well, i think there is not much you can do about this. Awakening and enlightment is a process, not something that can be done, achieved, or forced. If it were up to us then we would all be enlightened. So really, you dont have to do anything. Maybe you can read stuff about spirituality and make the ...
by Goldmundo
Thu Feb 24, 2011 6:37 am
Forum: Questions
Topic: Tension?
Replies: 18
Views: 2228

Re: Tension?

Ok, i wont.
by Goldmundo
Thu Feb 24, 2011 6:35 am
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Personality ≠ Ego
Replies: 2
Views: 230

Personality ≠ Ego

Hello. I just wanted to express my opinion about personality and ego. You are free to correct me if you think im wrong. I think personality is mecanism that people have to comunicate with each other and express themselves. It's formed of knowledge such as lenguage or past experiences. Yes, it is con...
by Goldmundo
Thu Feb 24, 2011 4:44 am
Forum: Questions
Topic: Tension?
Replies: 18
Views: 2228

Re: Tension?

Thank you all for your repplies! The first time your "old ego" came back. Does this mean, when you started to "identify" with your mind again? Yes. Then i realized that this happens all the time. It's like a pendulum. The underlying issue is probably not "consciously known" to the mind. Thats what a...
by Goldmundo
Wed Feb 23, 2011 12:37 am
Forum: Questions
Topic: Tension?
Replies: 18
Views: 2228

Re: Tension?

You repress thoughts because you want to, you just don't know why you want to. You can figure it out however. Well i did some inquiry and the first time i started repressing was the first time my old ego came back and i couldnt bear it beacuse it was so good to be out of the mind's jail. Well, I do...