Search found 9 matches

by densestpainbody
Sun Feb 27, 2011 3:53 am
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Do you think everything is meant to happen?
Replies: 21
Views: 3329

Re: Do you think everything is meant to happen?

Still thinking... Could our lives have been different? -This "our lives" is in the dimention of time so we must discuss solely based on that dimention. -To be no victims of circumstances, the world of cause and effect, you need the consciousness. -The consciousness never arise, for example, when you...
by densestpainbody
Sat Feb 26, 2011 4:26 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Do you think everything is meant to happen?
Replies: 21
Views: 3329

Re: Do you think everything is meant to happen?

Thank you blenderhead :D :D Very interesting. My other thoughts came: If the consciousness is need to be realized, a certain condition for the person is required. For example, seeing an unusual sight, etc. It is impossible to suddenly become conscious while one is under drug or excessive amount of a...
by densestpainbody
Sat Feb 26, 2011 12:42 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Do you think everything is meant to happen?
Replies: 21
Views: 3329

Re: Do you think everything is meant to happen?

Thank you guys. My thoughts... Still I think it's impossible for us to have lived in other ways. Cos, in the before-enlightenment state, whether we can be conscious or not (which we can be no victims of circumstances if we can) depends upon the circumstances we are in. If someone is living with full...
by densestpainbody
Fri Feb 25, 2011 3:03 pm
Forum: Personal Experiences
Topic: Horrible emotion. Feeling suicidal.
Replies: 6
Views: 1672

Re: Horrible emotion. Feeling suicidal.

Helpful answers, thank you all! kiki, thank you for welcoming me. In fact, I already had another account but forgot the password :P the key master, I think I will read your post over and over. I relaxed to hear that it was not my fault and I cried. snowwheight, I don't talk to any about my sucidal t...
by densestpainbody
Fri Feb 25, 2011 2:40 pm
Forum: Personal Experiences
Topic: I saw bright flashes while meditating with my eyes closed
Replies: 3
Views: 2773

I saw bright flashes while meditating with my eyes closed

So the other day, as usual, I was meditating and feeling and dissolving my pain-body, with my eyes closed. This time the kind of the pain-body was emotionally and physically very painful. In the midst of that meditation, suddenly I saw bright white flashes in my eyes-closed view. I experienced this ...
by densestpainbody
Thu Feb 24, 2011 5:04 am
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Do you think everything is meant to happen?
Replies: 21
Views: 3329

Re: Do you think everything is meant to happen?

Nice answers, arigato(thank you) :D Another question... In Echkart's book, there was this saying, which probably was some Japanese's and that went something like this: "Snow falls, each flake for the appropriate place." So does this mean, even before we are enlightened, all the events happened appro...
by densestpainbody
Wed Feb 23, 2011 2:41 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Do you think everything is meant to happen?
Replies: 21
Views: 3329

Do you think everything is meant to happen?

Eckhart too said this in his book. I suspect our lives were all planned before we were born. If I think this way, I feel a great relief. I did many very embarassing things in my life, hurt many people's feelings(I didn't mean it though), made stupid decisions, wasted precious time, but if they were ...
by densestpainbody
Tue Feb 22, 2011 2:01 pm
Forum: Questions
Topic: What was your worst-feeling pain-body?
Replies: 1
Views: 469

What was your worst-feeling pain-body?

Currently I'm facing my pain-body and it's very tough... It's feeling of guilt and self-loathe. I almost want to die.

So I'd like to know your experiences with pain-body? Thank you!
by densestpainbody
Tue Feb 22, 2011 1:53 pm
Forum: Personal Experiences
Topic: Horrible emotion. Feeling suicidal.
Replies: 6
Views: 1672

Horrible emotion. Feeling suicidal.

Hi from Japan. Thanks for reading in advance. I've been dissolving my very dense pain-body for long time, and right now this emotion came up and it's killing me. Almost literally. I grew up in a traumatic environment, so until I started to feel my pain-body, I had been supressed almost entire emotio...