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by tenderboy
Fri Jun 14, 2013 8:20 pm
Forum: Pain and Suffering
Topic: Schizophrenia
Replies: 37
Views: 4348

Re: Schizophrenia

I've schiuzophrenia myself and can only say that it was like hell for me but I don'T understand why I deserved to experience it.... However, Eckhart Tolle did say something to mental illness in general: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0lagC4l7SO0 and he said something in a video about schizophrenia b...
by tenderboy
Fri Jan 18, 2013 1:34 am
Forum: Personal Experiences
Topic: THERE ARE NO THOUGHTS
Replies: 0
Views: 581

THERE ARE NO THOUGHTS

Through writing this post and reading it afterwards I had a little awakening, which was disidentification with the speaker in the head. It was the thought "There are no thoughts". Which is of course true because every thought that could ever have happened, has happened in the past. The whole univers...
by tenderboy
Fri Jan 18, 2013 12:17 am
Forum: Questions
Topic: I can't determine if there is a Self or not.
Replies: 9
Views: 986

Re: I can't determine if there is a Self or not.

The confusion that you have comes from NOT REALIZING what Eckhart Tolle actually means with the word "thought". There are no thoughts. I know this is even more confusing but it's true. But however - you are trying to KNOW through THOUGHT. This is what your desire has to do with. That's all. Nothing ...
by tenderboy
Fri Jan 18, 2013 12:04 am
Forum: Questions
Topic: Transforming sexual energy
Replies: 7
Views: 1969

Re: Transforming sexual energy

Eckhart Tolle is actually exactly answering your question, just search in Youtube for "Eckhart Tolle Sexuality and Celibacy"
by tenderboy
Thu Jan 17, 2013 11:57 pm
Forum: Questions
Topic: Your vision on the drug DMT
Replies: 7
Views: 1472

Re: Your vision on the drug DMT

Well, here is my point of view: I haven't taken any DMT in my past, because I believe it is just too dangerous because you need to block MAO which can kill you if you make it wrong. However, the scientific problem is that everything is only an object and not more. This is the primary scientific prob...
by tenderboy
Thu Jan 17, 2013 10:54 pm
Forum: Questions
Topic: Need some SERIOUS advice about this situation
Replies: 7
Views: 969

Re: Need some SERIOUS advice about this situation

Even if the "problem" may be solved I want to add something: "So it really sucks because it's like we have a great relationship but there's this 3rd party force that's preventing it from continuing" There is SERIOUSLY NEVER a 3rd party force. I KNOW what you mean by that, but it doesn't exist. It's ...
by tenderboy
Thu Jan 17, 2013 10:33 pm
Forum: Questions
Topic: Judgement but having no story about another
Replies: 1
Views: 326

Re: Judgement but having no story about another

So you want to control your own actions and behaviour, trying to be secure that it will be good enough? What you have written just reflects that you are making a plan in your head, which you try to use as a "security" that nothing bad or much good happens in the future. The thing is that thought is ...
by tenderboy
Thu Jan 17, 2013 10:08 pm
Forum: Questions
Topic: tips on not giving up
Replies: 2
Views: 289

Re: tips on not giving up

haha.... that's actually the thought stream most of us have inside of us. almost no points or commas :D I am having most of the time the same speaking in my head. in fact, the only thing that you don't want to accept is, that nothing is missing in your life. you are already at home. Good Luck with f...
by tenderboy
Tue Sep 25, 2012 9:28 pm
Forum: Personal Experiences
Topic: Finding myself in my dog and kitaro music when i was high
Replies: 3
Views: 782

Re: Finding myself in my dog and kitaro music when i was hig

[...] I remember a few months ago I smoked weed and went to a little park and sat with my girlfriend to meditate...It was at night and all the surroundings were very quiet, almost no sounds, except for the trees that moved softly, delicately, by the wind... I closed my eyes and felt uplifted, like ...
by tenderboy
Tue Sep 25, 2012 9:10 pm
Forum: Personal Experiences
Topic: Finding myself in my dog and kitaro music when i was high
Replies: 3
Views: 782

Re: Finding myself in my dog and kitaro music when i was hig

First of all: Thanks for your answer. My Mind was waiting for that someone would respond on that experience. I went to this forum every day and looked if someone may have written something about my post ;) And now I am glad to have one :lol: I've posted this maybe one, two or three weeks after it ha...
by tenderboy
Mon Sep 17, 2012 10:33 pm
Forum: Personal Experiences
Topic: Finding myself in my dog and kitaro music when i was high
Replies: 3
Views: 782

Finding myself in my dog and kitaro music when i was high

I never could realize the being of everything in the present moment. All seemed dead, apart from me, without anything that could connect me with the other things. The idea to get rid of western culture in which I was born and to find out what is really the Reality has become my only interest since I...
by tenderboy
Mon Sep 17, 2012 8:06 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Music of "the other side"?
Replies: 272
Views: 38329

Re: Music of "the other side"?

by tenderboy
Wed Jul 25, 2012 9:59 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: EGO Stories
Replies: 5
Views: 276

Re: EGO Stories

My (latest) ego debacle involved thinking I'd found and grasped IT. (The big IT: Truth, The Ground, etc.) From this sense of realization came a subtle, but stinky, smugness; I know what they don't, I'm on my way, I'm golden. Old story, I know, but it seems you just have to live it (over and over an...
by tenderboy
Wed Jul 25, 2012 9:20 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Awakening
Replies: 212
Views: 44920

Re: Awakening

Life opened me some seconds ago. THIS was what I would call "Happiness". And it was not Joy or Peace, but somewhere inside you know that this is THE GOOD. What I felt was old pain and maybe its the first time since many years that there was space for the pain instead of identifying with it. So thoug...