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by kev42
Sat Oct 12, 2013 5:01 pm
Forum: Personal Experiences
Topic: follow up to "I landed in a pschiatric ward"
Replies: 0
Views: 1118

follow up to "I landed in a pschiatric ward"

Wow!where do i even begin?I spent over a year searching for answers.I read everything i could get my hands on about religion,spirituality,atheism,philosophy, you name it,i looked into it.where did it get me?absolutely nowhere!So,I went back to where it started before eckharts "the power of now"book ...
by kev42
Sat Oct 12, 2013 3:55 pm
Forum: Personal Experiences
Topic: Spiritual enlightenment - Experience
Replies: 3
Views: 1845

Re: Spiritual enlightenment - Experience

I shared many of the same experiences you did.its been over a year & a half now.I saw everything as if it were for the first time.vivid colors,everything bathed in light that seemed to come from within it.I would just stare at a everything in amazement & wonder.I would just hold a leaf in my hand & ...
by kev42
Tue Jan 08, 2013 3:47 am
Forum: Personal Experiences
Topic: From Heaven to Hell. some help please
Replies: 29
Views: 6495

Re: From Heaven to Hell. some help please

I also had a similar experience back in august after reading "the power of now"Mine lasted 2 weeks & after I went back to the fake me I went into a terrible depression that lasted about a month.I could not be in the now no matter how hard I tried.I stopped trying so hard & let it happen naturally.No...
by kev42
Wed Jan 02, 2013 1:38 am
Forum: Personal Experiences
Topic: i landed in a psychiatric ward
Replies: 15
Views: 5573

Re: i landed in a psychiatric ward

Thanks for all the great replies.This has all been very disorientating for me,finding out the truth about who & what i really am has been quite the shock.My psychiatrist & everyone at the hospital have no idea what could have happened to me.I am 42 years old & have no previous or family history of m...
by kev42
Fri Dec 28, 2012 10:20 pm
Forum: Personal Experiences
Topic: i landed in a psychiatric ward
Replies: 15
Views: 5573

Re: i landed in a psychiatric ward

thank you so much pennee.your posting made my day.its good to find others that understand
by kev42
Thu Dec 27, 2012 9:27 pm
Forum: Personal Experiences
Topic: feeling alone in this
Replies: 5
Views: 1787

feeling alone in this

I had my awakening back in august while reading the power of now.It did not happen slowly for me ,it came on all at once.Now that the "me" i thought i was is almost gone i feel alone.My wife does not get it,my family thinks its just new age mumbo jumbo & my friends think i am a rambling lunatic.I ca...
by kev42
Wed Dec 26, 2012 9:38 pm
Forum: Personal Experiences
Topic: i landed in a psychiatric ward
Replies: 15
Views: 5573

i landed in a psychiatric ward

I started reading the 1st few chapters of the power of now back in aug. I went to bed thinking about what i had just read and that's when it happened.my real self separated from the false self.i could see my own thoughts and they were separate from me.the next day everything was different.nothing lo...
by kev42
Tue Dec 25, 2012 7:33 pm
Forum: Personal Experiences
Topic: Back from the rabbithole and "I" am shocked.
Replies: 51
Views: 11235

Re: Back from the rabbithole and "I" am shocked.

i am so glad to find others that have been down the rabbit hole like i have! I went so deep i landed in a psychiatric ward for 8 days. I was diagnosed as being psychotic.Now i meditate everyday and try to spend each moment in the now