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by Nick23
Fri Jun 07, 2013 12:01 pm
Forum: Personal Experiences
Topic: From Heaven to Hell. some help please
Replies: 29
Views: 6454

Re: From Heaven to Hell. some help please

i just want to say that before 2 days i had an awakening experience intense like my first. I didnt thought i ll ever experience that. I wont say more i wont cheer i wont be attached to it. Just wanting to share it with u cause i wrote you here when i had thoughts about not wanting my life and intens...
by Nick23
Mon Apr 01, 2013 2:58 am
Forum: Personal Experiences
Topic: From Heaven to Hell. some help please
Replies: 29
Views: 6454

Re: From Heaven to Hell. some help please

My attachment has had me suffering for months. It is subtle suffering, but I cant seem to have fun or be happy. I had a breakthough as nick said, and it was blissful and felt amazing. Ive 'lost' that feeling though and want it back. Mental, you seem fully aware of the problem - attachment to the fe...
by Nick23
Sat Mar 30, 2013 7:32 am
Forum: Personal Experiences
Topic: From Heaven to Hell. some help please
Replies: 29
Views: 6454

Re: From Heaven to Hell. some help please

thank you for your answers my friends. I ve noticed that my crazy attachment to my awakening and my seeking to it made me go insane and depressed. I gave up all the spiritual books videos etc this moment to relax a little bit and im doing something Easy and Simple that helps some ppl to remove fear ...
by Nick23
Wed Mar 13, 2013 3:17 pm
Forum: Personal Experiences
Topic: From Heaven to Hell. some help please
Replies: 29
Views: 6454

Re: From Heaven to Hell. some help please

I dont have any power to continue. I want to end my life.
by Nick23
Mon Feb 25, 2013 12:11 am
Forum: Questions
Topic: Can you lose enlightenment?
Replies: 34
Views: 8505

Re: Can you lose enlightenment?

5 days of No EGo At all not knowing what happened to me thought it will last for ever.. 2 months later still cant forget those 5 days and i suffer so much
by Nick23
Mon Feb 18, 2013 1:35 am
Forum: Personal Experiences
Topic: From Heaven to Hell. some help please
Replies: 29
Views: 6454

Re: From Heaven to Hell. some help please

you right! the thing is that i never lost it! I just realized that i get In stillness really easy now. I didnt even try those 5 days but now i just have my entry point with sense perceptions. I Imagine that the voice in my head is a guy siting next to me and then it shouts his mouth and i just look ...
by Nick23
Sun Feb 17, 2013 6:42 pm
Forum: Personal Experiences
Topic: From Heaven to Hell. some help please
Replies: 29
Views: 6454

Re: From Heaven to Hell. some help please

God I m crying again.. I thought i will never sense my natural state again after my awakening "loss" . I only cry 2 times in those years. 1 in my awakening. After all that suffering after " loss " of my 5 days of heaven when i awaken. I m HERE AGAIN. I m 1 day in heaven again god and this time if it...
by Nick23
Tue Feb 12, 2013 4:14 am
Forum: Questions
Topic: How to Look around without naming/judging?
Replies: 1
Views: 492

How to Look around without naming/judging?

After i ve " lost " my awakening I feel presence really powerful way to Look around without naming / Judging. I did it 2-3 times but now i just cant i look and my mind auto wonders " am i doing it " " now i ll stop talking " " is it over ". Anybody of you can help me with sense perceptions without n...
by Nick23
Thu Feb 07, 2013 5:14 am
Forum: General Eckhart Tolle Discussion
Topic: Almost Every Video of Tolle is going down
Replies: 2
Views: 2059

Almost Every Video of Tolle is going down

What can i say. I was mad when i saw it. Videos that i see everyday like " stillness in everyday life " and more more more are going down due to copyrights in youtube. All for money even THIS MESSAGE who helps ppl takes them away from suicide and gives them happiness and seeking ego-less living is g...
by Nick23
Sun Feb 03, 2013 9:21 pm
Forum: Questions
Topic: Heaviness of the head
Replies: 1
Views: 606

Heaviness of the head

Hello there! I M really happy cause i realized some helpful facts. When i had that awakening the most "impressive" symptom to me was the LIGHT head i mean my head was like a feather cause there isnt no thinking and my body was like a feather as well. Anyway yesterday i had an " awakening " after all...
by Nick23
Sat Feb 02, 2013 10:02 pm
Forum: Questions
Topic: The Gaps
Replies: 6
Views: 1042

Re: The Gaps

Getting a felt sense of who you are only takes a second, but will begin a process of unraveling fear and anxiety that will make you sane (John Sherman). hey onceler. I ve read " just one look " by John Sherman. My english isnt the best so i tried to understand it. It says focus on your breathing. T...
by Nick23
Sat Feb 02, 2013 8:58 pm
Forum: Questions
Topic: The Gaps
Replies: 6
Views: 1042

Re: The Gaps

If resting in the gap between breaths helps you to notice the gap between thoughts or to feel the inner body then that's very good. So no, you aren't wasting your time. I realized that all the time that i was "thinking" that i ve " lost it " .That my awakening is over and i m controlled by the mind...
by Nick23
Thu Jan 31, 2013 6:13 pm
Forum: Questions
Topic: The Gaps
Replies: 6
Views: 1042

The Gaps

Hello again :D. I m glad to say that i m better now these days i realized how the mind is doing anything it wants in auto pilot. It can create phobias out of nowhere without even 1 real fact if you believe it. Lately i was so depressed. Today i m a looot better. I tried to observe my thoughts last n...
by Nick23
Sun Jan 27, 2013 8:04 pm
Forum: Questions
Topic: HELP ME PLEASE!
Replies: 4
Views: 800

Re: HELP ME PLEASE!

thanks for your answers. The thing is that i had really good feeling of inner body but now i accidently strain if its the right word my eyes like i press my eyebrows and thats causes pressure in my forehead. I M trying to not doing it but it gets worse.
by Nick23
Fri Jan 25, 2013 7:19 pm
Forum: Personal Experiences
Topic: This is a MUST for everyone i think
Replies: 2
Views: 1415

Re: This is a MUST for everyone i think

thanks you so much my friend appreciate it. Really helpful