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by Mental
Sun Mar 31, 2013 8:54 am
Forum: Personal Experiences
Topic: From Heaven to Hell. some help please
Replies: 29
Views: 6500

Re: From Heaven to Hell. some help please

My attachment has had me suffering for months. It is subtle suffering, but I cant seem to have fun or be happy. I had a breakthough as nick said, and it was blissful and felt amazing. Ive 'lost' that feeling though and want it back.
by Mental
Wed Feb 20, 2013 4:33 am
Forum: Relationships
Topic: Relationship blocking awakening?
Replies: 3
Views: 2507

Relationship blocking awakening?

Ever since I have met this person, who is now my girlfriend, I have not felt awakened. However, there have been periods of time where I have felt the connection and been in the now completely. She is amazing and I love her but for some reason there are thoughts that say otherwise. Why do these thoug...
by Mental
Mon Feb 18, 2013 8:13 am
Forum: Personal Experiences
Topic: My Experience with the Power of Now
Replies: 7
Views: 7862

Re: My Experience with the Power of Now

Thanks karmarider. I also agree that clarity is inevitable despite how impossible it seems to be at the time of suffering. As I right this now, I am definitely present but not entirely to the point where I can feel the universal connection. I can feel "something" trying to take me over. Some sort of...
by Mental
Mon Feb 18, 2013 5:37 am
Forum: Personal Experiences
Topic: My Experience with the Power of Now
Replies: 7
Views: 7862

Re: My Experience with the Power of Now

Ah it's funny how much I relate to this man, I've felt like I should be able to just sort this issue out some how by myself but even with all the spiritual reading and meditation particularly socially things have been pretty twisted for a while now. I actually feel amazingly clear after reading you...
by Mental
Tue Feb 12, 2013 4:20 am
Forum: Questions
Topic: How to Look around without naming/judging?
Replies: 1
Views: 493

Re: How to Look around without naming/judging?

Hey Nick. Ive read some of your posts and I can tell that you are in the same boat as I. My situation is where in my head, I keep thinking about "finding the now", and thoughts like "I have lost the now", "I will never get back to that moment", "I will never have that feeling again", "What can I do ...
by Mental
Tue Feb 12, 2013 3:58 am
Forum: Questions
Topic: Dissolving the Pain Body
Replies: 1
Views: 657

Dissolving the Pain Body

I have been living through a pain body of self inflicted torment and negativity recently. A few times, I have instantly dissolved this pain body through the means of reading powerful pointers. The moment right after, I just feel a deep joy and bliss. However sometimes the pain body comes back and I ...
by Mental
Sun Jan 27, 2013 12:07 am
Forum: General Eckhart Tolle Discussion
Topic: Am I trying too hard to get into the Now
Replies: 8
Views: 2809

Re: Am I trying too hard to get into the Now

Thanks for the suggestions guys. Its weird though because I seek this state of mind in order to function in society. I keep noticing that I frequently stutter and it seems that my knowledge is diminished. When I am in the Now and not identified with my self conscious ego, I am truly myself and feel ...
by Mental
Wed Jan 23, 2013 11:38 pm
Forum: General Eckhart Tolle Discussion
Topic: Am I trying too hard to get into the Now
Replies: 8
Views: 2809

Am I trying too hard to get into the Now

There have been instances in my life where I have been anchored in the Now. There have been other instances where the Now seemingly slips away from my grasp for some reason. Now, it seems that during these phases whereI am not fully present, my only goal is to get back into the Now. Pretty much this...
by Mental
Tue Jan 22, 2013 11:30 pm
Forum: Questions
Topic: Thinking Patterns
Replies: 2
Views: 611

Thinking Patterns

I have noticed that recently when my mind produces thoughts, the thoughts are always about me. The thoughts are never about my life situation, such as what I have to do in the next few days or weeks. Unfortunately, there is a lot I need to get done in the next couple of days. I don't physically feel...
by Mental
Tue Jan 22, 2013 1:59 am
Forum: Questions
Topic: Strange Anxiety Attacks
Replies: 1
Views: 859

Strange Anxiety Attacks

I can remember two separate incidents where I had some strange panic or anxiety attack and definitely felt I had lost my connection with the now. Im not sure if I actually felt any different or if I thought I felt different. I will explain the two incidents below.. The first time I was waiting in my...
by Mental
Thu Jan 17, 2013 9:11 pm
Forum: Personal Experiences
Topic: From Heaven to Hell. some help please
Replies: 29
Views: 6500

Re: From Heaven to Hell. some help please

I m more depressed than ever. After that amazing experience i m the same old fake stupid me... with fears and anxiety. I M more away from the present moment than ever.. i m trying to Watch the thinker but i fail a lot. I cant do anything to stop my mind racing and just be on the moment. My head is ...
by Mental
Tue Jan 15, 2013 7:50 am
Forum: Personal Experiences
Topic: My Experience with the Power of Now
Replies: 7
Views: 7862

Re: My Experience with the Power of Now

Isnt this interesting I believed I have solved my problem.. A little backstory, this is about 2 minutes after I typed this all in Microsoft word completely and truly in the now. DISCLAIMER - It has cannabis reference just a warning I hope I don't offend anyone ------ Just smoked two bowl packs from ...
by Mental
Tue Jan 15, 2013 3:30 am
Forum: Personal Experiences
Topic: My Experience with the Power of Now
Replies: 7
Views: 7862

My Experience with the Power of Now

Hey everyone. First post here and after browsing the forums for a few days I thought I would share my experience from the day I read the power of now to the present moment. First I want to start with some background. I’ve always been naturally funny with a good sense of humor but shy at the same tim...