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by Clouded
Mon Nov 09, 2020 1:28 am
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: I find the Bible to be the one and only True book there is
Replies: 6
Views: 638

Re: I find the Bible to be the one and only True book there is

My knowledge of the Bible is very limited (I only read Genesis) so I can't agree with you that it's the best book ever written. I think it's good to have a moral compass and faith in something more extraordinary than your reality but don't let it consume you to the point that you alienate those who ...
by Clouded
Wed Nov 04, 2020 8:16 am
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Shall I try and Leave this Alone for Now?
Replies: 3
Views: 482

Re: Shall I try and Leave this Alone for Now?

Years ago, I used to have severe hypochondria that manifested itself in panic attacks. It was so bad that I would hyperventilate, feel so nauseous that I would think that I was about to vomit. It got so bad once that I couldn't stand on my feet and my parents had to call an ambulance to get me to a ...
by Clouded
Tue Nov 03, 2020 8:17 am
Forum: Beyond the Physical
Topic: Not suicidal but also not afraid of dying?
Replies: 3
Views: 589

Re: Not suicidal but also not afraid of dying?

Well I've been to Disneyworld and I had a blast, I wasn't thinking about going home because I was in the moment and enjoying my experience there (minus the long waiting lines). It would be foolish of me to travel there, spend all that money for a hotel, rides, restaurants, souvenirs and entertainmen...
by Clouded
Mon Nov 02, 2020 9:32 am
Forum: Beyond the Physical
Topic: Not suicidal but also not afraid of dying?
Replies: 3
Views: 589

Not suicidal but also not afraid of dying?

One time at lunch break, I was having a random discussion with some of my work colleagues and I brought up the fact that we will all die and my group went silent and I realized that they felt uncomfortable. I know it's odd to be this accepting of my own death when I'm young and perfectly healthy. I ...
by Clouded
Sat Jun 10, 2017 6:54 am
Forum: Pain and Suffering
Topic: I will get surgery soon
Replies: 4
Views: 3056

Re: I will get surgery soon

Thank you Steve for your reply, I hope there won't be any complications after the surgery. I made a mistake and watched youtube videos of people documenting their surgery post-op so I would know what to expect. They're supposed to be educational, but they did more harm than good to me, so I stopped ...
by Clouded
Fri Jun 09, 2017 9:38 am
Forum: Pain and Suffering
Topic: I will get surgery soon
Replies: 4
Views: 3056

I will get surgery soon

I don't want to go through it, I don't want to be put under general anesthesia, I don't want parts of my body to be cut and broken and taken away, I don't want the physical discomfort and pain that comes along with healing, I don't want to vomit....I am TERRIFIED of vomiting! I'm such a coward, I kn...
by Clouded
Sun Aug 14, 2016 2:08 am
Forum: Questions
Topic: What are your thoughts on the Illuminati/NWO?
Replies: 1
Views: 1202

What are your thoughts on the Illuminati/NWO?

I've recently gained an interest on this topic and I want to know your perspective on it. Does it exist or is it just a load of BS designed to make people like me feel paranoid?
by Clouded
Fri Jan 08, 2016 7:16 am
Forum: Pain and Suffering
Topic: How can you not let disrespectful people affect you?
Replies: 4
Views: 3359

Re: How can you not let disrespectful people affect you?

In what way is life treating you unfairly? In what way are you treating life unfairly? Do you notice any parallels or projection tendencies you were previously not conscious of? Life is treating me unfairly because I make an effort to be kind to others and that kindness is not returned back at me. ...
by Clouded
Fri Jan 08, 2016 1:36 am
Forum: Pain and Suffering
Topic: How can you not let disrespectful people affect you?
Replies: 4
Views: 3359

How can you not let disrespectful people affect you?

Ever since I have stopped taking my daily medication, I experience out of proportion anger at whoever I perceive as disrespectful towards me. I shout at people and restrain myself from shouting profanities and have vivid thoughts of hurting people and getting my revenge (but I end up hurting myself ...
by Clouded
Sat Oct 24, 2015 4:04 am
Forum: Questions
Topic: I believe that I have turned stupid and will fail
Replies: 8
Views: 2142

Re: I believe that I have turned stupid and will fail

Yes, I know that I am entirely responsible for my own suffering (I created my suffering and only I have the power to destroy it) but I don't want to let go of those thoughts because I believe that they are helpful to me.
by Clouded
Sat Oct 24, 2015 3:15 am
Forum: Questions
Topic: I believe that I have turned stupid and will fail
Replies: 8
Views: 2142

Re: I believe that I have turned stupid and will fail

Hello again everyone, thanks for answering. I decided to ask for a student tutor (so I won't have to rely on my dad anymore) and got one. I ended up getting 99% on the exam retake and I didn't feel happy or proud of myself, I was just relieved that I didn't fail and I felt some dread because I knew ...
by Clouded
Wed Oct 07, 2015 4:25 pm
Forum: Questions
Topic: I believe that I have turned stupid and will fail
Replies: 8
Views: 2142

I believe that I have turned stupid and will fail

I went back to school and the beginning went surprisingly well. I studied without high expectations about my grades (and without spending all-nighters like I used to before because all I wanted was to pass) and ended up getting grades above 90s which shocked me because I was used to failing. I gaine...
by Clouded
Wed Sep 23, 2015 3:53 am
Forum: Relationships
Topic: Will I be alone...
Replies: 15
Views: 6300

Re: Will I be alone...

meetjoeblack, why do you hate young women so much? They don't own you sex. Your posts are giving me Elliot Rodgers vibes. Sorry, but your thoughts are unhealthy, remember that beliefs create suffering, not circumstances. Hope you find peace.
by Clouded
Fri Sep 04, 2015 1:25 am
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Belief
Replies: 72
Views: 13993

Re: Belief

Like I believe that I am holding an apple in my hand and I am going to eat it. You don't need to believe that in order for it to be true. For example, we don't need to believe that the sun will rise in the morning in order for that to happen. :wink: Can't the truth be a belief as well? Or are all b...
by Clouded
Fri Sep 04, 2015 1:13 am
Forum: Introductions
Topic: Introducing myself
Replies: 4
Views: 1733

Re: Introducing myself

Welcome! BTW, for anxiety I suggest magnesium supplements and vitamins B.