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by Clouded
Sat Jun 10, 2017 6:54 am
Forum: Pain and Suffering
Topic: I will get surgery soon
Replies: 4
Views: 738

Re: I will get surgery soon

Thank you Steve for your reply, I hope there won't be any complications after the surgery. I made a mistake and watched youtube videos of people documenting their surgery post-op so I would know what to expect. They're supposed to be educational, but they did more harm than good to me, so I stopped ...
by Clouded
Fri Jun 09, 2017 9:38 am
Forum: Pain and Suffering
Topic: I will get surgery soon
Replies: 4
Views: 738

I will get surgery soon

I don't want to go through it, I don't want to be put under general anesthesia, I don't want parts of my body to be cut and broken and taken away, I don't want the physical discomfort and pain that comes along with healing, I don't want to vomit....I am TERRIFIED of vomiting! I'm such a coward, I kn...
by Clouded
Sun Aug 14, 2016 2:08 am
Forum: Questions
Topic: What are your thoughts on the Illuminati/NWO?
Replies: 1
Views: 501

What are your thoughts on the Illuminati/NWO?

I've recently gained an interest on this topic and I want to know your perspective on it. Does it exist or is it just a load of BS designed to make people like me feel paranoid?
by Clouded
Fri Jan 08, 2016 7:16 am
Forum: Pain and Suffering
Topic: How can you not let disrespectful people affect you?
Replies: 4
Views: 1085

Re: How can you not let disrespectful people affect you?

In what way is life treating you unfairly? In what way are you treating life unfairly? Do you notice any parallels or projection tendencies you were previously not conscious of? Life is treating me unfairly because I make an effort to be kind to others and that kindness is not returned back at me. ...
by Clouded
Fri Jan 08, 2016 1:36 am
Forum: Pain and Suffering
Topic: How can you not let disrespectful people affect you?
Replies: 4
Views: 1085

How can you not let disrespectful people affect you?

Ever since I have stopped taking my daily medication, I experience out of proportion anger at whoever I perceive as disrespectful towards me. I shout at people and restrain myself from shouting profanities and have vivid thoughts of hurting people and getting my revenge (but I end up hurting myself ...
by Clouded
Sat Oct 24, 2015 4:04 am
Forum: Questions
Topic: I believe that I have turned stupid and will fail
Replies: 8
Views: 828

Re: I believe that I have turned stupid and will fail

Yes, I know that I am entirely responsible for my own suffering (I created my suffering and only I have the power to destroy it) but I don't want to let go of those thoughts because I believe that they are helpful to me.
by Clouded
Sat Oct 24, 2015 3:15 am
Forum: Questions
Topic: I believe that I have turned stupid and will fail
Replies: 8
Views: 828

Re: I believe that I have turned stupid and will fail

Hello again everyone, thanks for answering. I decided to ask for a student tutor (so I won't have to rely on my dad anymore) and got one. I ended up getting 99% on the exam retake and I didn't feel happy or proud of myself, I was just relieved that I didn't fail and I felt some dread because I knew ...
by Clouded
Wed Oct 07, 2015 4:25 pm
Forum: Questions
Topic: I believe that I have turned stupid and will fail
Replies: 8
Views: 828

I believe that I have turned stupid and will fail

I went back to school and the beginning went surprisingly well. I studied without high expectations about my grades (and without spending all-nighters like I used to before because all I wanted was to pass) and ended up getting grades above 90s which shocked me because I was used to failing. I gaine...
by Clouded
Wed Sep 23, 2015 3:53 am
Forum: Relationships
Topic: Will I be alone...
Replies: 15
Views: 2293

Re: Will I be alone...

meetjoeblack, why do you hate young women so much? They don't own you sex. Your posts are giving me Elliot Rodgers vibes. Sorry, but your thoughts are unhealthy, remember that beliefs create suffering, not circumstances. Hope you find peace.
by Clouded
Fri Sep 04, 2015 1:25 am
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Belief
Replies: 72
Views: 6857

Re: Belief

Like I believe that I am holding an apple in my hand and I am going to eat it. You don't need to believe that in order for it to be true. For example, we don't need to believe that the sun will rise in the morning in order for that to happen. :wink: Can't the truth be a belief as well? Or are all b...
by Clouded
Fri Sep 04, 2015 1:13 am
Forum: Introductions
Topic: Introducing myself
Replies: 4
Views: 969

Re: Introducing myself

Welcome! BTW, for anxiety I suggest magnesium supplements and vitamins B.
by Clouded
Fri Sep 04, 2015 1:09 am
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Belief
Replies: 72
Views: 6857

Re: Belief

I like positive beliefs.

My whole existence relies on beliefs. It doesn't have to be a belief about the self, it can be a belief about anything. Like I believe that I am holding an apple in my hand and I am going to eat it.
by Clouded
Tue Aug 25, 2015 4:40 am
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Site Being Down
Replies: 13
Views: 1452

Re: Site Being Down

I thought that the site was gone for good and felt sad because I didn't get to say my goodbyes lol.
by Clouded
Thu Jun 18, 2015 8:46 am
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Campfire tales: What is the purpose of a human life?
Replies: 58
Views: 4384

Re: Campfire tales: What is the purpose of a human life?

Yes, but first you have to define what is life? As usual Ashley, you are always over complicating things with puzzle-solving, headache inducing posts (no offence, but sometimes you write like a robot :? but I think that someone like you will take this as a compliment). I don't know what life means ...
by Clouded
Thu Jun 18, 2015 12:15 am
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Campfire tales: What is the purpose of a human life?
Replies: 58
Views: 4384

Re: Campfire tales: What is the purpose of a human life?

The purpose of human life has the same purpose of all life and that is to experience what it is like to be alive/to exist.

And so everyone has fulfilled their purpose.