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by NateDeezy
Sat Mar 14, 2015 10:00 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Enlightened people- do you truly dance like no one's watchin
Replies: 4
Views: 809

Enlightened people- do you truly dance like no one's watchin

I've been thinking lately. Many spiritual teachers seem so tame. Do you think what they're projecting is actually real bliss or is it just something they've tricked themselves into? Like, for anyone out there who's had a spiritual awakening experience, do you think you'd feel equally as comfortable ...
by NateDeezy
Tue Feb 24, 2015 2:07 am
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Is everyone here anxious?
Replies: 22
Views: 2982

Re: Is everyone here anxious?

Thank you very much for the post. I definitely appreciate it, it was helpful! I'm actually learning to open up a bit and it's crazy how it creates an inner freeing feeling. I'll look into that book as well. Thanks again!
by NateDeezy
Thu Feb 19, 2015 4:35 am
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Is everyone here anxious?
Replies: 22
Views: 2982

Re: Is everyone here anxious?

I still have some anxiety too Nate at times. I haven't really read much of the rest of the thread, but from reading your post, it sounds like you are resisting your experience, in place of wanting something better. Do you have physical health issues by any chance? And I'm sorry if this was already ...
by NateDeezy
Wed Feb 18, 2015 4:21 am
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Is everyone here anxious?
Replies: 22
Views: 2982

Re: Is everyone here anxious?

I seriously appreciate you taking the time to write that out. And I'll check those out but I've probably seen almost every NDE account on YouTube. The funny thing is, based on trying to disprove them as best I can in order to prove to myself that they're real, I can throw together an unanswerable ar...
by NateDeezy
Wed Feb 18, 2015 3:56 am
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Is everyone here anxious?
Replies: 22
Views: 2982

Re: Is everyone here anxious?

The shit of it is that sometimes I feel like I'm going crazy. And is very scary bc I feel so hopeless that the only thing that seems to be in my inevitable future is suicide. That or I continually live a life where my entire existence is perpetual suffering and fear. And so it feels like either suic...
by NateDeezy
Wed Feb 18, 2015 1:50 am
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Is everyone here anxious?
Replies: 22
Views: 2982

Re: Is everyone here anxious?

One of the things that confuses me is the idea of purpose of life, like why are we here. If religion or what religion is pointing to, is true, then it seems those who seek it have a better chance of finding it. However, if our condition is physical, and it's somethign that has caused some chemical a...
by NateDeezy
Tue Feb 17, 2015 8:38 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Is everyone here anxious?
Replies: 22
Views: 2982

Re: Is everyone here anxious?

I guess what I more so meant wasn't that you no longer feel anxiety, but have you ever had it in a form that effected your life? Like was the anxiety that lead you to seek out spirituality/Eckhart Tolle/ etc..?
by NateDeezy
Tue Feb 17, 2015 5:30 am
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Is everyone here anxious?
Replies: 22
Views: 2982

Is everyone here anxious?

Is everyone here just pretty much a product of increased level of anxiety? I feel like I'd be extremely hard pressed to find someone on here who's not anxious, in fact I'd be willing to bet that everyone on here would classify themselves as anxious. Like when push comes to shove, I feel like I have,...
by NateDeezy
Thu Feb 12, 2015 2:21 am
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: I Am Enlightened - Open Hearted Sincerity
Replies: 344
Views: 26052

Re: I Am Enlightened - Open Hearted Sincerity

. Beautifully written, thank you! I wish I could be in that state of bliss more often, it's truly were we belong. To let go of inner baggage, to be "poor in spirit" is not really a big job but the ego wants it to be that way. "First I need to read this book, meditate more often, buy some chrystals,...
by NateDeezy
Wed Feb 11, 2015 4:35 am
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: I Am Enlightened - Open Hearted Sincerity
Replies: 344
Views: 26052

Re: I Am Enlightened - Open Hearted Sincerity

I can't remember if I explained this in my first post but I felt such intense love just all the time that I almost shed tears when a man held the door open for me at the gym bc I felt so much love in that gesture. I love that :) I know what you mean, sometimes when I'm in that kind of mode of being...
by NateDeezy
Sat Feb 07, 2015 4:37 am
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: I Am Enlightened - Open Hearted Sincerity
Replies: 344
Views: 26052

Re: I Am Enlightened - Open Hearted Sincerity

I was no longer afraid in public. I felt pure bliss. Is this your experience? Like is there anything you're afraid to do now in teems of anything that can't harm you? I wouldn't say that I no longer feel fear, but my relationship with fear has changed a lot. I used to see fear as something I needed...
by NateDeezy
Thu Jan 29, 2015 4:11 am
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: I Am Enlightened - Open Hearted Sincerity
Replies: 344
Views: 26052

Re: I Am Enlightened - Open Hearted Sincerity

Normally I'm a pretty anxious person, fearful, low energy, depressed. But when I experienced enlightenment years ago, which I've since lost. I felt pure bliss. Any ancients was just a feeling on the surface bubbling up, not something that grips me deep down. I was able to observe it and watch it pas...
by NateDeezy
Mon Jan 26, 2015 3:20 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: life is becoming more and more grim
Replies: 11
Views: 1167

Re: life is becoming more and more grim

While I appreciate the comments and understand you're trying to help buti cannot see the wisdom that might come from living only a short time ago before tooth brushes and paste and having a tooth rot in your head simply bc you fulfilled the human urge and need to eat. Is that too an experience we ca...
by NateDeezy
Mon Jan 26, 2015 4:04 am
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: life is becoming more and more grim
Replies: 11
Views: 1167

Re: life is becoming more and more grim

No matter what I think, the reality remains that physical suffering, hunger, feeling cold and hot, emotional pain all seem to be inherent in life. My question is wtf for? Religions try and say Theres a loving God and that life is great and wonderful. But if it really was a wonderful place, the conte...