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by bobdylanfan
Sun Feb 19, 2017 11:56 pm
Forum: Questions
Topic: Meditation and overwhelm feedback
Replies: 4
Views: 591

Re: Meditation and overwhelm feedback

Thanks dijmart I always appreciate your feedback and taking the time to write back I'm actually gonna drop all rheee for a few days and let everything settle. How is it for your being a strong empath? Do you feel people's energy easily ? Can you feel intense in public places ?
by bobdylanfan
Sun Feb 19, 2017 11:52 pm
Forum: Questions
Topic: Hiding out in awareness and embodiment
Replies: 2
Views: 415

Hiding out in awareness and embodiment

Hey guys I realised that I've been hiding out in the spacious openness and freedom of awareness for about two years and then a lot of bodily pain and trauma brought me back to earth. I ve noticed that I've kind of forgotten how to be my human self, with my own personality. It feels strange and obvio...
by bobdylanfan
Fri Feb 17, 2017 6:41 pm
Forum: Questions
Topic: Meditation and overwhelm feedback
Replies: 4
Views: 591

Meditation and overwhelm feedback

Hey guys I wanted to share with you about something that happened to me the last few days and hear your feedback. My daily practice is 20 mins meditation, 20-30 mins body love bath (where you hold the sensation of a particular body part in your awareness and send it love) and I have just starting do...
by bobdylanfan
Mon Dec 19, 2016 8:14 pm
Forum: Questions
Topic: Questions about awakening
Replies: 16
Views: 1654

Re: Questions about awakening

Thanks for your feedback Andy, my experience now is that I realise on an absolute level I am this openness so I can't seem to rest as awareness as a regulated practice anymore, I used to do it whenever I remembered which was maybe 30-50 times a day and satisfied that egoic need to do something. I fe...
by bobdylanfan
Thu Dec 15, 2016 11:49 am
Forum: Questions
Topic: Questions about awakening
Replies: 16
Views: 1654

Re: Questions about awakening

Thankyou guys, I always appreciate your clarity, warmth and honesty Andy. Ive seen over the last week or so it feels a bit like I've been turned inside out. A lot of my aches and pains in my body have been amplified for some reason, I went to see this woman who does these very subtle touches on your...
by bobdylanfan
Fri Dec 09, 2016 3:36 pm
Forum: Questions
Topic: Questions about awakening
Replies: 16
Views: 1654

Re: Questions about awakening

Also I have another question I can understand and also really experience a sound as being me, I see there's no distance between the sound and what's aware of it which I'm realising is me. For some reason I'm finding it harder with what I'm seeing, I understand that there's no distance between what I...
by bobdylanfan
Fri Dec 09, 2016 1:51 pm
Forum: Questions
Topic: Questions about awakening
Replies: 16
Views: 1654

Re: Questions about awakening

Thanks Andy and djsmart for your input. Thankyou Andy for saying just to let Lucian be, I can see after proving to myself on an experimental level that in the moment my idea of Lucian was just an idea, a memory and a thought. I instantly want to go i am now awareness, solely awareness and very quick...
by bobdylanfan
Tue Dec 06, 2016 1:45 pm
Forum: Questions
Topic: Questions about awakening
Replies: 16
Views: 1654

Re: Questions about awakening

Thanks for your feedback buddy that seems to all make sense. I've since checked every time I mediatate to try find this identity of Lucian and I can't find it. In the present moment I see that there's just this openness and that's what I am. It's feel pretty ordinary and not like a scary ego death. ...
by bobdylanfan
Sat Nov 26, 2016 9:34 am
Forum: Questions
Topic: Questions about awakening
Replies: 16
Views: 1654

Questions about awakening

Hey guys I wanted to share some insights and get your feedback please I've seen that that the seeking energy has been very strong in me from the start, the need to understand awakening and also to make sure I'm doing it right. The last few days I've really witnessed it wanting me to double check a Y...
by bobdylanfan
Thu Oct 27, 2016 1:48 pm
Forum: Questions
Topic: Feeling empty and blank
Replies: 5
Views: 777

Re: Feeling empty and blank

Thanks again for the response, it's useful to have this feedback and knowledge available. Thanks for the Vedanta link although I find it a bit too absolute for my liking, maybe doesn't touch on the human everyday stuff that is also part of this life. Striking that balance seems important
by bobdylanfan
Wed Oct 26, 2016 7:32 pm
Forum: Personal Experiences
Topic: Spiritual bypassing
Replies: 4
Views: 816

Spiritual bypassing

I want to share my experience with what I call unintentional, unconscious and innocent spiritual bypassing. I realise for the last 2-3 years I have been avoiding my uncomfortable feelings by zoning out into awareness. When I was feeling a negative emotion I would notice that emotion, feel a resistan...
by bobdylanfan
Wed Oct 26, 2016 7:27 pm
Forum: Questions
Topic: Spiritual bypassing
Replies: 1
Views: 350

Spiritual bypassing

I want to share my experience with what I call unintentional, unconscious and innocent spiritual bypassing. I realise for the last 2-3 years I have been avoiding my uncomfortable feelings by zoning out into awareness. When I was feeling a negative emotion I would notice that emotion, feel a resistan...
by bobdylanfan
Sun Oct 23, 2016 11:12 pm
Forum: Questions
Topic: Feeling empty and blank
Replies: 5
Views: 777

Re: Feeling empty and blank

Thanks dijmart you ve done a great job of describing exactly what I'm experiencing. I guess it will take a bit of time for my personality to blend and merge with awareness. It's felt like a bit of a back and forward motion between this wide open space and the ego trying to lure me back into my mind....
by bobdylanfan
Wed Oct 19, 2016 8:05 pm
Forum: Questions
Topic: Feeling empty and blank
Replies: 5
Views: 777

Feeling empty and blank

Hey guys hope your all well. I wanted to get your support on something. I feel recently as I recognise awareness and I guess get used to the fact that I am this awareness there is always an easeful loving embrace of coming home that I feel in my heart. But there is also this fear that follows, this ...
by bobdylanfan
Fri Sep 30, 2016 11:56 pm
Forum: Awakening / Spiritual Enlightenment / Truth-Realization
Topic: Grounding tips
Replies: 1
Views: 437

Grounding tips

Hey there, I just wanted to share my experience over the last year in the hope that it might help some people who are feeling less grounded or struggling to intergrate their spiritual nature with their human nature. I have felt a serious shift in how I see myself and everybody else and now know this...