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by Oceanborn
Thu Dec 01, 2016 3:06 pm
Forum: Personal Experiences
Topic: Weird and unlogical obsession
Replies: 2
Views: 585

Weird and unlogical obsession

Hello this wont make sense probably but I wish to talk about this. Since I was a child I had an active dream world and I become emotionally attached to fantasy charachters and my favorites tended to be evil and I felt sorry for how they are and wanted their souls to be saved.. then this then turned ...
by Oceanborn
Tue Aug 09, 2016 10:18 pm
Forum: Recommended Books
Topic: 2150 A.D. By Thea Alexander
Replies: 0
Views: 625

2150 A.D. By Thea Alexander

Has anyone read it? I read it 3 years ago and it gave me a lot of awareness. It is an incredible novel and I highly recommend it. It is about a man named Jon who lives in 1976. In his dreams he travels to 2150 where human race finally managed to create heaven on earth and he has so many adventures t...
by Oceanborn
Sun Jul 31, 2016 5:06 pm
Forum: Questions
Topic: Is it normal to feel unconscious during an ego death
Replies: 2
Views: 526

Re: Is it normal to feel unconscious during an ego death

It seems like you try to understand everything by using your mind. Your true self, our true self is beyond anything we can imagine. Death of the ego is the birth of your actual self, but what you think as the death of an ego might also be something else. I also have had some suspicions about those s...
by Oceanborn
Sun Jul 31, 2016 10:53 am
Forum: Questions
Topic: Obsessive thoughts ^.^
Replies: 5
Views: 1125

Re: Obsessive thoughts ^.^

Thank you for replying. If I could convince myself that these are just random thoughts it would be easy. But it seems I have convinced myself it goes deeper than that. For example at first I was just having sexual or harmful thoughts about my sister ( I am a girl, btw) then I started to feel some 't...
by Oceanborn
Sat Jul 30, 2016 8:43 pm
Forum: Questions
Topic: Obsessive thoughts ^.^
Replies: 5
Views: 1125

Obsessive thoughts ^.^

Hi everyone. I was wondering if anyone can relate to this. For a several months I started to have really disturbing thought. Thoughts are trying to convince me that I am sexually attracted to my sister, or someone else and I would hurt them if I lose control. Plain stupid, I know. I also sometimes h...