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by ixtlander
Tue Apr 03, 2018 8:21 pm
Forum: Questions
Topic: trapped by addiction
Replies: 4
Views: 252

Re: trapped by addiction

thank you both
by ixtlander
Tue Mar 27, 2018 10:26 pm
Forum: Questions
Topic: trapped by addiction
Replies: 4
Views: 252

trapped by addiction

every day after work, if I go home I am compelled to sit in front of my tv and watch pornography. It is literally killing me, I can feel my adrenal system and prostate failing due to excess of self pleasuring. I've been confused about this for a long time. It's a very old addiction, created around 1...
by ixtlander
Thu Dec 28, 2017 8:58 pm
Forum: Questions
Topic: should I leave this job
Replies: 5
Views: 315

Re: should I leave this job

Thank you all. your advice is greatly appreciated.
by ixtlander
Thu Dec 21, 2017 10:19 pm
Forum: Questions
Topic: should I leave this job
Replies: 5
Views: 315

Re: should I leave this job

Thanks Steve. I will take your suggestions to heart.
by ixtlander
Wed Dec 20, 2017 10:23 pm
Forum: Questions
Topic: should I leave this job
Replies: 5
Views: 315

should I leave this job

I work as a clerk for a non profit company. I basically got the job by contacting the C.E.O., whom I knew as a child, and telling him about how down on my luck I was and how badly I needed a job. I basically have to struggle just to find anything to do and I feel like I'm wasting the company's money...
by ixtlander
Fri Oct 27, 2017 9:18 pm
Forum: General Eckhart Tolle Discussion
Topic: Is presence really just self-restraint in disguise ?
Replies: 60
Views: 2953

Re: Is presence really just self-restraint in disguise ?

when you are present, you will know what to do. it will not be a compulsive urge such as eating the ice cream cone, but you/it(life, intelligence) still Could Decide to, not as a compulsive urge but as a decision base in awareness, eat the ice cream. Or you could rub it on your face or drop it who k...
by ixtlander
Fri Aug 18, 2017 4:14 pm
Forum: Questions
Topic: not sure what to do
Replies: 7
Views: 469

Re: not sure what to do

Thank you Steve.
by ixtlander
Wed Aug 16, 2017 6:47 pm
Forum: Questions
Topic: not sure what to do
Replies: 7
Views: 469

Re: not sure what to do

Hey Steve. Thank you. I have started seeing a counselor and have had some improvement. I no longer spend money on my compulsion however I do seem to still get trapped into looking at women on a screen. I tend to watch a lot of people playing videogames on youtube and twitch, and it seems at some poi...
by ixtlander
Fri Aug 04, 2017 5:22 pm
Forum: Questions
Topic: not sure what to do
Replies: 7
Views: 469

Re: not sure what to do

thank you both very much for your replies.
by ixtlander
Wed Jul 19, 2017 6:35 am
Forum: Questions
Topic: not sure what to do
Replies: 7
Views: 469

not sure what to do

I try to listen to ekhart tolle almost every day. it's not an effort to do so, i enjoy listening to him and i can hear the ring of truth in what he says. I caught in something and I am not sure what to do, if anything. since the age of 13 i've been watching pornography online, and it's escalated to ...