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by SamiT
Mon Dec 09, 2019 7:09 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: I have a question.....
Replies: 17
Views: 270

Re: I have a question.....

Thanks Runstrails

That is helpful. I struggle living on a day to day basis. Its like im just waiting to die. Its awful.
by SamiT
Fri Dec 06, 2019 10:18 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: I have a question.....
Replies: 17
Views: 270

Re: I have a question.....

Thanks but I’ve tried multiple anti anxiety medications and the last one 3 months ago made me suicidal and it was a bad experience.
by SamiT
Fri Dec 06, 2019 1:31 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: I have a question.....
Replies: 17
Views: 270

Re: I have a question.....

I’m so miserable and don’t know how to get out of it.

I live in fear, fear of what’s going to happen to me today or in the future. It’s awful. It’s like I’m waiting to just drop dead and I’m running around trying to prevent that happening.
by SamiT
Thu Dec 05, 2019 11:00 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: I have a question.....
Replies: 17
Views: 270

Re: I have a question.....

So i am the creator of all my own misery and fear?
by SamiT
Wed Dec 04, 2019 8:58 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: I have a question.....
Replies: 17
Views: 270

Re: I have a question.....

I’m confused....sorry for asking questions.

I’m reading a new earth and it says “every complaint is a little story the mind makes up that you completely believe in”

So who is the YOU that completely believes in these thoughts?
by SamiT
Wed Dec 04, 2019 8:33 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: I have a question.....
Replies: 17
Views: 270

Re: I have a question.....

The separate mind where all my thoughts are coming from. They must be coming from somewhere and something must be believing in those thoughts.
by SamiT
Wed Dec 04, 2019 7:20 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: I have a question.....
Replies: 17
Views: 270

I have a question.....

Ive been thinking (which is never a good sign)

If there is no separate mind, and its only a 'belief' in a separate mind then who is it who beleives in the separate mind?

I have a lot of self attacking thoughts.

I hope this makes sense.

Thanks
by SamiT
Fri Sep 06, 2019 10:40 am
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Is Everything the Ego says False?
Replies: 23
Views: 909

Re: Is Everything the Ego says False?

I thought Eckhart says its a false mind made self?

My ego suffers very much with fear i live daily in life with chronic fear
by SamiT
Tue Sep 03, 2019 4:55 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Is Everything the Ego says False?
Replies: 23
Views: 909

Re: Is Everything the Ego says False?

I thought that the Ego/Thought isn’t real??

I’m confused now. :?
by SamiT
Thu Aug 29, 2019 9:38 am
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Is Everything the Ego says False?
Replies: 23
Views: 909

Re: Is Everything the Ego says False?

The brain and the mind are different though aren’t they? What do you mean by "mind"? I would say there is no mind...only thoughts arising. The mind is not really a thing in its own right...it is a pointer to the stream of thoughts. Thoughts arise because of the brain. But In the Power of Now Eckhar...
by SamiT
Wed Aug 28, 2019 11:19 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Is Everything the Ego says False?
Replies: 23
Views: 909

Re: Is Everything the Ego says False?

The brain and the mind are different though aren’t they?
by SamiT
Tue Aug 27, 2019 11:04 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Is Everything the Ego says False?
Replies: 23
Views: 909

Re: Is Everything the Ego says False?

Thank you that response is helpful.

Maybe that’s why I keep getting anxiety thoughts because I believe in them.
by SamiT
Tue Aug 27, 2019 9:37 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Is Everything the Ego says False?
Replies: 23
Views: 909

Re: Is Everything the Ego says False?

I am trying to be 100% devoted to feeling/experiencing the present moment but I keep getting dragged off in thought :?
by SamiT
Tue Aug 27, 2019 4:36 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Is Everything the Ego says False?
Replies: 23
Views: 909

Re: Is Everything the Ego says False?

So whatever the thought is saying it is not pertain to this moment? What if something is happening right in front of you or to you? What about if you have been on antidepressants or anxiety medication? Does that inhabit your ability to be aware? Also if awareness is what we are what is everything an...
by SamiT
Mon Aug 26, 2019 11:51 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Is Everything the Ego says False?
Replies: 23
Views: 909

Re: Is Everything the Ego says False?

Thanks could you elaborate a bit more for me?