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by Agnieszka
Sun Jul 01, 2007 8:42 pm
Forum: Personal Experiences
Topic: unpleasant step back?
Replies: 29
Views: 4295

I only want to again say thank you. I'm printing out all that has been said. The set-back time continues and my life circumstances are being very supportive in this spiritual "crisis". Or, maybe I'm wrong and it's only my ego that has got stronger?
by Agnieszka
Sun Jul 01, 2007 8:30 pm
Forum: Spiritual Teachers
Topic: Leonard Jacobson
Replies: 5
Views: 1806

His site has 9 language options, among which one is Polish. Must be the strong Polish community pressure (we are everywhere :) And even quite a good translation. Thank you.
by Agnieszka
Thu Jun 28, 2007 9:29 pm
Forum: General Eckhart Tolle Discussion
Topic: Do you really want to live without duality?
Replies: 23
Views: 3590

:D :D :D I really want it. But if I really want it, I will never fully have it, because I will always pursue it. So, I don't want it. I love spaghetti and Caffe Latte ice-cream. And many other things you mention. :idea: No, I still want it with all my heart. I will try to eat spaghetti consciously, ...
by Agnieszka
Thu Jun 28, 2007 9:20 pm
Forum: Personal Experiences
Topic: unpleasant step back?
Replies: 29
Views: 4295

Very helpful and practical as usual JD, thank you. You see, after adopting ET's tools and consciously (=successfully) managing intense pain both emotional and physical, I thought that old ups and downs, with its characteristic feeling of being overwhelmed and helplessness, will never come back. I ke...
by Agnieszka
Thu Jun 28, 2007 7:36 pm
Forum: Personal Experiences
Topic: unpleasant step back?
Replies: 29
Views: 4295

Thank you so much for all your responses!!! The ebb and flow, Weichen... Initially I thought that I could control this ocean. That if some ebb occurs, I will stay in presence, even if nearly overwhelmed by pain, still in control, in awareness, as I used to, really. But - no. Higher forces then? OK, ...
by Agnieszka
Thu Jun 28, 2007 7:35 pm
Forum: Personal Experiences
Topic: unpleasant step back?
Replies: 29
Views: 4295

Thank you so much for all your responses!!! The ebb and flow, Weichen... Initially I thought that I could control this ocean. That if some ebb occurs, I will stay in presence, even if nearly overwhelmed by pain, still in control, in awareness, as I used to, really. But - no. Higher forces then? OK, ...
by Agnieszka
Wed Jun 27, 2007 10:52 pm
Forum: Personal Experiences
Topic: unpleasant step back?
Replies: 29
Views: 4295

unpleasant step back?

Hi! I just want to share and ask if you've had similar experiences of sudden and unexpected setback. Almost whole day today (with few moments of expanded awareness in situations when I least expected them; they as if interrupted the dominating unawareness) I was totally unaware. What is even weirder...
by Agnieszka
Sat Jun 23, 2007 12:08 am
Forum: Questions
Topic: Do We Need To Have A Nervous / Mental Breakdown...?
Replies: 15
Views: 3534

You are right Kiki :oops:
I realized that when I almost quit labelling in everyday life, I mysteriously switched to labelling when dealing with the spiritual realm :shock: .
by Agnieszka
Fri Jun 22, 2007 10:32 pm
Forum: Questions
Topic: Do We Need To Have A Nervous / Mental Breakdown...?
Replies: 15
Views: 3534

I suppose that everything, or almost everything, in the spiritual realm has its physical, material representation. Also human brain is the material, biological (the lowest, so to say) layer of everything that happens in us and to us. Some brains seem to be more and some - less capable (less adroit i...
by Agnieszka
Thu Jun 21, 2007 12:03 am
Forum: Questions
Topic: Do We Need To Have A Nervous / Mental Breakdown...?
Replies: 15
Views: 3534

Hi old dead wood, I once asked the same question on this forum. It seems that serious nervous attacks/diseases help some people achieve this state but apparently not all of them lead to enlightment :D . Definitely, most of them end less spectacularly... and more sadly. We still know very little what...
by Agnieszka
Mon Jun 18, 2007 11:02 pm
Forum: Pain and Suffering
Topic: Need Some Anxiety "Pointers"
Replies: 16
Views: 5834

I agree with what you say, Aanwezigheid. I experince the same and "use" curiosity-tool (I indeed find my self-exploration interesting and got used to peek into myself as a scientist peeks into a cage with wild animal or watches an amaeba under a microscope). In case of some circumstances that tend t...
by Agnieszka
Sun Jun 17, 2007 9:15 pm
Forum: Spiritual Teachers
Topic: Llewellyn Vaughan-Lee
Replies: 1
Views: 840

Hi, after several months - here's a response. I'm just listening to Llewelyn Vaughan Lee. The link (thanks to some other thread here): http://seekeraftertruth.com/?cat=21&paged=3 I'm not able to say much yet, but it seems it's just playing into my hands: e.g. he says that with our every action, with...
by Agnieszka
Fri Jun 15, 2007 8:39 pm
Forum: Personal Experiences
Topic: deeply buried "thing"
Replies: 12
Views: 1898

I only want to make an update reg. the deeply buried thing: it seems that it almost vanished. And it seems also that it really did it "through my spine", leaving some problems which are currently being healed. So it's a confirmation that emotions are sometimes released with physical manifestation ac...
by Agnieszka
Fri Jun 15, 2007 8:31 pm
Forum: Pain and Suffering
Topic: Need Some Anxiety "Pointers"
Replies: 16
Views: 5834

Dane, don't wait for the "undercurrent" of anxiety to build up. But as soon as you notice something going on, something rising - sit down with it, feel it and watch it calmly. Watch it as something that exists in you but is not the whole of you, as just one of your "parts" (I tell myself - ok, I kno...
by Agnieszka
Thu Jun 14, 2007 11:48 pm
Forum: Spiritual Teachers
Topic: John Sherman
Replies: 37
Views: 8977

Summer, you say that his energy is "heavy". We all perceive others in certain ways and call it "energy". It's simplification but understandable. How else could we describe it? The way one looks and talks - clothes (colors), face, eyes, voice timbre, gesture, mimicry, the smell if met in person - it ...