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by astaroth
Thu Sep 27, 2007 10:34 pm
Forum: Questions
Topic: overcoming conditionings
Replies: 3
Views: 899

Thank you for your answer, shappy! And also thank you for your message. I've got it, but I decided to answer it tomorrow. And I will do. You see, for me it's very difficult to write in English. I just don't wanted any English any more after I finally had written this question and I don't like doing ...
by astaroth
Thu Sep 27, 2007 8:28 pm
Forum: Questions
Topic: overcoming conditionings
Replies: 3
Views: 899

overcoming conditionings

Hi all! Even if this saturday the answers of you on my last question helped my really gaining a position from which I observe all the things happening in my mind with a lot more clarity - the knwoledge about what's behind - there's something else, that took me days to phrase in a question... If the ...
by astaroth
Wed Sep 26, 2007 4:29 pm
Forum: Questions
Topic: I don't understand you guys
Replies: 16
Views: 3659

I know very well what you are experiencing. My own situation is maybe not so different from yours. I have understood not a week ago (!) what my true nature is. I don't know if you had this experience, as well, but if not, it will come when you don't try too hard to find it. Espacially in spiritualit...
by astaroth
Wed Sep 26, 2007 11:19 am
Forum: Questions
Topic: I don't understand you guys
Replies: 16
Views: 3659

Hi (???)! You have a problem. Did I say "problem"? That's what you're making out of it. You've maybe heared this severel times. Who said there's anything wrong with being angry, depressed or whatever else "bad" feeling you are experiencing? I noticed that it's not the feeling itself what makes us su...
by astaroth
Sun Sep 23, 2007 5:37 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Want Some Fun ?
Replies: 12
Views: 1778

Yesterday somebody told me, that neuro-scientists (correct English?) found out, that it's not the mind, not the "me", who makes decisions about what to do. It's all our subconsciousness who decides and, after that, explaines to the mind conscious mind why it, why "you" decided to act like that. Soun...
by astaroth
Sat Sep 22, 2007 10:00 pm
Forum: Questions
Topic: it doesn't matter what to do?
Replies: 12
Views: 1836

Can only say the same :wink:
maybe the something in you now thinks: "That's why I do the job here. Helping lost souls free from their mind."
Good job, Doctor Webwanderer and Doctor Seancho :mrgreen:
by astaroth
Sat Sep 22, 2007 9:06 pm
Forum: Questions
Topic: it doesn't matter what to do?
Replies: 12
Views: 1836

I understand, o shit, I understand. No, wrong, I don't understand. I feel. I see. Oh shit!!! I wasn't sure if I should post this question here because for me everything was so confusing that I din't exactly know what it was. I have played my own little part very convincing, I think. hahahaha I'm fre...
by astaroth
Sat Sep 22, 2007 8:23 pm
Forum: Questions
Topic: it doesn't matter what to do?
Replies: 12
Views: 1836

@weichen: One and a half years ago I read the big, black book "In search of the miraculous" of Gurdjieff. Since this I have read about several spiritual and other paths and tried to practise it, but my fear is following me like black shadow. I was dissapointed several times and then searched on, alm...
by astaroth
Sat Sep 22, 2007 6:15 pm
Forum: Questions
Topic: it doesn't matter what to do?
Replies: 12
Views: 1836

it doesn't matter what to do?

hi! I understood theoretically that I am not my mind, not the content, but the screen itself. This is all okay. And I thank you for this. But for me this is only clear as long as I'm not doing anything. What I don't understand is, is that "it doesn't matter what you do". For example I'm sitting in t...
by astaroth
Sat Sep 22, 2007 4:54 pm
Forum: Personal Experiences
Topic: the 3 bodies - something interesting for you
Replies: 3
Views: 1056

He was the first one to bring mystical and esoteric ideas into the west. That was about the time of the first world war. He knew a lot of things he learned when he was travelling around the world and he had even contact with what - by this times - was "secret knowledge" by a mysterious brotherhood. ...
by astaroth
Sat Sep 22, 2007 2:50 pm
Forum: Personal Experiences
Topic: the 3 bodies - something interesting for you
Replies: 3
Views: 1056

the 3 bodies - something interesting for you

Hi! There's something I remembered this morning. It's taken from the teachings of G.I. Gurjieff, if you know his name. He spoke about the "the bodies" within humans. It's very similar to the two bodies, ET speaks about, the emotional body and the mind body. ET also said for most men it's more diffic...
by astaroth
Thu Sep 20, 2007 8:05 pm
Forum: Questions
Topic: fear and awareness - can both be there at the same time?
Replies: 9
Views: 1731

Hi all! This is not really a question, nor an answer to my own question :wink: I just wanted to say that by reading the things you posted in this forum, i understood much better what i really are and wandted to share this to others who will maybe read this To me all the stuff sounded quite confusing...
by astaroth
Tue Sep 18, 2007 11:02 pm
Forum: Questions
Topic: fear and awareness - can both be there at the same time?
Replies: 9
Views: 1731

fear and awareness - can both be there at the same time?

hi community! 8) at first: excuse my bad english. i'm german. i have serveral questions... THANX a lot if you read them and try to answer them. something to my person: fear and doubts have alwys been playing a very important role in my behaving and thinking. maybe this was what forced me to look for...
by astaroth
Tue Sep 11, 2007 9:51 am
Forum: Questions
Topic: why do anything?
Replies: 38
Views: 7442

hi sharon-x! first of all: my english isn't perfect. i'm from germany. hello hello :) on your question, there are already some very good answers, i think. maybe you already have your own answer and this is probably the best one. every human being is different so you got to find the answer in your ow...