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by Riken
Thu Apr 28, 2011 2:02 am
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Could you guys tell me what's going on?
Replies: 88
Views: 8121

Re: Could you guys tell me what's going on?

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by Riken
Wed Apr 27, 2011 6:34 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Could you guys tell me what's going on?
Replies: 88
Views: 8121

Re: Could you guys tell me what's going on?

I often hear the enlightened guys say stuff like , "The only thing I know for sure is I AM (or existence itself)." Wow. If that's all they know, then what the hell do we really know for sure? Not much obviously, apart from the fact 'I am' which is obvious. Most of what we believe is assumptions any...
by Riken
Sat Apr 23, 2011 3:58 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Could you guys tell me what's going on?
Replies: 88
Views: 8121

Re: Could you guys tell me what's going on?

Hello all. Appreciate all responses as per. Last night was sitting with this uneasiness in the body, was watching an Ecky video where he's interviewed in a park and he said - "Can you just accept the 'isness' of this moment?" Immediately everything fell away and I was just left with myself, shining ...
by Riken
Fri Apr 22, 2011 11:40 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Could you guys tell me what's going on?
Replies: 88
Views: 8121

Re: Could you guys tell me what's going on?

I was just about to reply to some others but il reply to you too RT, yeah that was Mooji, he talks alot about satsangs with Papaji and how he led him to a final awakening of sorts, read his book, it's really interesting. Enigma / TKM - I'm just gonna be straight here and try to describe my experienc...
by Riken
Fri Apr 22, 2011 9:09 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Could you guys tell me what's going on?
Replies: 88
Views: 8121

Re: Could you guys tell me what's going on?

Hi riken. Don't worry about that depersonalization business. It sounds like a great way of describing an awakened mind(of which there is no such thing :lol: ). The mind is constantly looking for ways to fragment and analyze its own thought patterns, so that "it" can continue to "make believe" that ...
by Riken
Fri Apr 22, 2011 8:57 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Could you guys tell me what's going on?
Replies: 88
Views: 8121

Re: Could you guys tell me what's going on?

arel wrote:Riken - how does it feel to abide as Yourself?
That doesn't really make sense to me, I am just myself, I can't abide as that.
by Riken
Fri Apr 22, 2011 1:12 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Could you guys tell me what's going on?
Replies: 88
Views: 8121

Re: Could you guys tell me what's going on?

Riken, " Depersonalization" is just a form of anxiety, it can be over come. More work is required. But it might explain why you feel dreamlike and detached from others at the moment. If you're deeply conscious in the present moment... your five senses, seeing, hearing, tasting, smelling, feeling wi...
by Riken
Fri Apr 22, 2011 1:31 am
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Could you guys tell me what's going on?
Replies: 88
Views: 8121

Re: Could you guys tell me what's going on?

Hi Jen, I'm more freaking out about this depersonalization thing, reading about Suzanne Segal who died of a brain tumor, she claimed this condition to be a spiritual experience.

Quite a bit of anxiety coming up.. not looking for sympathy here, but shit...
by Riken
Fri Apr 22, 2011 12:39 am
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Could you guys tell me what's going on?
Replies: 88
Views: 8121

Re: Could you guys tell me what's going on?

Riken's difficulties have made me wonder about something. A "oneness" with the world, has been describe by Tolle and others as vibrant and alive. I have also felt this when all my five senses have been open in the moment. Its a joyous feeling. For me, it only lasts while I can maintain a deep prese...
by Riken
Thu Apr 21, 2011 10:44 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Could you guys tell me what's going on?
Replies: 88
Views: 8121

Re: Could you guys tell me what's going on?

Thanks all. Yes, TKM, I've been staying with thoughts instead of letting them pass by, when these thoughts come up at first they are very quiet, but then after investigating them many more appear, it's like pulling on a thread, eventually it turns into a torrent of thoughts, really painful stuff as ...
by Riken
Thu Apr 21, 2011 6:10 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Could you guys tell me what's going on?
Replies: 88
Views: 8121

Re: Could you guys tell me what's going on?

Riken, Would you describe your mood as a depressed state? If so, why not go and see a doctor or therapist?? You might need medication to get yourself over a hurdle. Depression can be serious, particular if your feeling helpless. By going on your recent posts it sounds like you might need a lift, a ...
by Riken
Thu Apr 21, 2011 12:31 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Could you guys tell me what's going on?
Replies: 88
Views: 8121

Re: Could you guys tell me what's going on?

I tried to pray but it just felt meaningless... there's nothing outside of 'this', and definately no big guy in the sky with a large white beard.

I think perhaps I'm not 100% on who I am, so I must continue enquiry until I know for sure.....feels like half way
by Riken
Wed Apr 20, 2011 10:26 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Could you guys tell me what's going on?
Replies: 88
Views: 8121

Could you guys tell me what's going on?

Hey everyone, I don't really know where to turn and I don't know if any of this is going to make sense and I also know that i've posted this quite a few times before but I have to ask for help. Fortunately i think another poster called midnight is going through a similar thing so might PM him too......
by Riken
Wed Apr 20, 2011 10:03 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Music (again)
Replies: 8
Views: 1160

Re: Music (again)

I really resent the fact that my interest in music is changing as a result of this shift.. why can't life and interests stay the same but without the self-loathing and egoic bullshit?
by Riken
Thu Apr 14, 2011 12:34 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Can't help idling my life away
Replies: 2
Views: 415

Re: Can't help idling my life away

I never thought it could happen on a forum like this, but are you trolling?