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by Riken
Sun Apr 10, 2011 4:46 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Please help me
Replies: 23
Views: 2447

Re: Please help me

Thanks for responses, I think some of what i'm saying is being misunderstood, it's hard to communicate how I'm feeling. Ashley72, while I was on the train I was completely aware of these negative thought patterns and feelings in the body, awareness is never absent, its simply impossible, otherwise y...
by Riken
Sun Apr 10, 2011 2:26 am
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Please help me
Replies: 23
Views: 2447

Re: Please help me

Unfortunately, I have never been able to relate to people when they speak about nature and its effect on them, when I sit in nature these days my mind is just totally blank, but there is never a sense of awe even in the most remarkable places. I have found the only thing that has had any effect has...
by Riken
Sat Apr 09, 2011 11:57 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Please help me
Replies: 23
Views: 2447

Re: Please help me

In my opinion, Riken, if there is a purpose in life, it is to 'wake up' from this ‘belief’ that you are a separate person living in a separate world..My guess is that this sense of separation is still the driving force in your life even though you had a glimpse of , as you say, “there is no ‘one’ h...
by Riken
Sat Apr 09, 2011 9:14 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Please help me
Replies: 23
Views: 2447

Re: Please help me

Hi WW, I've been linked to NDE websites on here before, and while I appreciate your response as with everyone else, I can't see how they can relate to me unless I were to have one, I got nothing out of them before. When I say there's no one home I'm referring to the psychological 'me', the idea of a...
by Riken
Sat Apr 09, 2011 6:25 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Please help me
Replies: 23
Views: 2447

Please help me

Hey everyone. I'l try and keep this as conscise as possible. I don't know where I am in terms of the spiritual search anymore. I don't know what I'm looking for, who I am, what is real and what isn't or where to go now. Home doesn't feel like home anymore, noone around me seems how they once did bef...
by Riken
Wed Apr 06, 2011 9:39 am
Forum: Personal Experiences
Topic: My Journey
Replies: 13
Views: 4187

Re: My Journey

Once it gets really going, it is incredibly difficult to become the observer. I have to be alert at all times. Today I can feel the flow. My energy is high, I am unusually talkative and I feel that when I speak out loud, my voice is coming from a deep place in my body. The higher ground is within m...
by Riken
Tue Apr 05, 2011 1:50 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Help, I "Lost" I am / The witness
Replies: 12
Views: 1209

Re: Help, I "Lost" I am / The witness

enigma wrote:Dang! Awareness got away again. It's a wile critter. :cry:
Massive LOL right thurrr
by Riken
Tue Apr 05, 2011 5:59 am
Forum: Personal Experiences
Topic: My Journey
Replies: 13
Views: 4187

Re: My Journey

Congrats on making it here mate! This forum has been a massive benefit to me as it has to many others. Oh and kiki is a great poster btw. Let those words sink in and reallly see the truth in them
by Riken
Mon Apr 04, 2011 1:31 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Why do so many self-aware people die young?
Replies: 6
Views: 746

Re: Why do so many self-aware people die young?

If your living in 19th century India, well.. there were enough problems in the western world at that time let alone Asia, you get the picture.
As for the other two, merely coincidence? It's funny how the mind interprets things. Don't worry about it :D
by Riken
Mon Apr 04, 2011 2:17 am
Forum: Videos
Topic: Just stay there!
Replies: 0
Views: 2274

Just stay there!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BDGfvFDD ... r_embedded

Video on staying as the self from Mooji, so funny and great.
by Riken
Mon Apr 04, 2011 2:13 am
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Motivation for changing one's life situation
Replies: 2
Views: 377

Re: Motivation for changing one's life situation

Where does one consistently find the motivation to change one's life situation and to actually stive for things in the absence of "psychological time" and the psychological need "to be getting somewhere?" It seems i'm never consistently focused on my goals day to day becuase of this state- it's rea...
by Riken
Sat Mar 26, 2011 12:47 am
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Striving in the world while perpetually trapped in the Now
Replies: 8
Views: 1171

Re: Striving in the world while perpetually trapped in the N

Sorry Garuda you sound pretty darn ticked off- here, why don't you do us both a favour and ban from the forum. really . All i'm doing is complaining aren't I? I apologize for speaking my "no"- mind about why I know to be the case while you speak a lot of sense. No matter how much you try to mentall...
by Riken
Thu Mar 24, 2011 3:56 pm
Forum: Personal Experiences
Topic: I sometimes think I am close but still wonder...
Replies: 8
Views: 1909

Re: I sometimes think I am close but still wonder...

Hello all, I have been VERY reluctant to write about this, mostly because I'm afraid of the responses I might get and how I might react to them, but I've really enjoyed reading the accounts and feedback from some others here, and wanted to add my own. I also have been afraid of things my whole life...
by Riken
Wed Mar 23, 2011 9:27 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: .. and in the end , all that's left is to have a good laugh
Replies: 3
Views: 1259

Re: .. and in the end , all that's left is to have a good la

It's cool to see a fellow Brit teaching this stuff, don't know why, I do recognise him from somewhere. Funnily enough on one of his vids on youtube a girl I used to go to school with is sitting in the background chatting, weird. Snowheight, if you had inner peace, how could you want for anything? It...
by Riken
Wed Mar 23, 2011 7:46 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Self-enquiry doesn't work for me..
Replies: 112
Views: 13425

Re: Self-enquiry doesn't work for me..

Ok I did NOT put that link there, is it only me that can see that??
Spyware? Oh dear

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