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by lmp
Mon Jul 06, 2015 8:02 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Campfire tales III: Knowledge / Experience
Replies: 9
Views: 1760

Re: Campfire tales III: Knowledge / Experience

As I see it I am definitely the experience type of guy, lets say at first 3/4 experience and 1/4 knowledge. For a long time I couldn't make sense of my experiences. I think/thought that I'm on a path of beauty rather than of understanding or knowledge. Lately I would say it is more 50/50. I've had t...
by lmp
Mon Jul 06, 2015 11:47 am
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: The two truths
Replies: 6
Views: 1327

Re: The two truths

A thorn to remove a thorn. I had not seen that expression in context before, so thx for helping me understand that. It seems to me that I personally tend to go to far, as I think many might do, the thorn is not just a thorn but a rafter/log. The momentum of seeking is itself strong. With that I just...
by lmp
Sun Jul 05, 2015 6:14 pm
Forum: Questions
Topic: Newly found Anxiety and Unrest
Replies: 11
Views: 2491

Re: Newly found Anxiety and Unrest

There are at least five components to fear as I see it. If you look at what is active in you when you are afraid. 1. Thoughs about the future, 'I might go insane etc'. 2. Resistance, I do not want this. 3. Thoughts about I, the one this is happening to. 4. Trying to understand what fear is. 5. The u...
by lmp
Sat Jul 04, 2015 1:34 pm
Forum: Personal Experiences
Topic: tolle causam, treat the cause
Replies: 1
Views: 788

tolle causam, treat the cause

When pain comes (lets call pain a fragment), another fragment also comes into awareness, the fragment that has assumed the role of me and that has taken on the role of setting all the other fragments straight or that tries to organize them. This me-fragment is organizing the other fragments, it want...
by lmp
Sat Jul 04, 2015 12:41 pm
Forum: Questions
Topic: So much guilt
Replies: 23
Views: 6621

Re: So much guilt

Good, yes you made some steps and your wife was nice about it. Nice, huh. Can you see how 'keeping the secret for the rest of my life' was just a thought. In actuality you kept it only for one day, since you had this thought yesterday. It can be a huge step to see 'that it is just a thought'. Becaus...
by lmp
Sat Jul 04, 2015 12:00 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: The two truths
Replies: 6
Views: 1327

Re: The two truths

That is a very concise, or to the point, simplification you have made. I believe that I have seen that the story is a story, there is a change coming from that, but I would not introduce the word absolute in describing my own experience. So I find/found it very useful or correct splitting up the rel...
by lmp
Fri Jul 03, 2015 8:36 pm
Forum: Questions
Topic: So much guilt
Replies: 23
Views: 6621

Re: So much guilt

Based on what you have said so far, no need to turn yourself in. I cant truly compare legislation but in sweden where I live I doubt you would even get a fine. If a prosecutor here would read such a police report Im sure they would just close the case without further investigation. Thats my opinion....
by lmp
Fri Jul 03, 2015 8:20 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: The two truths
Replies: 6
Views: 1327

Re: The two truths

I don't know how, or even if, you wish to discuss it. Or you merely wanted to show and point to it, perhaps both. If I ask you: do you feel that you find or recognize yourself or can say 'this is where I seem to be at', lets say 'I seem to be at a stage where the terms correct relative and the three...
by lmp
Fri Jul 03, 2015 5:04 pm
Forum: Questions
Topic: So much guilt
Replies: 23
Views: 6621

Re: So much guilt

I understand you must vent and it is ok, you have shared honestly. For me personally my worst problems in life are 15 years behind me. I don't know if you will end your life and neither do you, you may feel strong fear or other feelings regarding this but I honnestly think that the tears that need t...
by lmp
Mon Jun 29, 2015 10:42 pm
Forum: Questions
Topic: So much guilt
Replies: 23
Views: 6621

Re: So much guilt

..."I really am a loving person. i give alot of people love, i listen to them make time for them. " You know, love is like that, it has no set goal, it just makes time for someone, just to be together in goodness, it is a simple and innocent thing. Love does not look for perfection, to be perfect is...
by lmp
Sat Jun 27, 2015 11:31 pm
Forum: Relationships
Topic: infatuation
Replies: 5
Views: 3030

Re: infatuation

To dwell in the unhappy story seems to result in a lot of good books and films and music, doesn't it. There is also a type of dwelling where if I feel sorry enough for myself I kind of free myself from responsability, I don't have to do anything or I don't feel like doing something, pitying myself s...
by lmp
Sat Jun 27, 2015 10:52 pm
Forum: Relationships
Topic: infatuation
Replies: 5
Views: 3030

Re: infatuation

By battle it out I simply meant that perhaps you just have to endure the negative parts and enjoy the positive parts of your situation at the moment. Since we cant decide what to feel it is a 'battle' to want to get rid of the bad feelings and try to have only the good ones. That was all I meant by ...
by lmp
Sat Jun 27, 2015 8:34 pm
Forum: Relationships
Topic: infatuation
Replies: 5
Views: 3030

Re: infatuation

I know I'm just dealing with a mental image I've made for her, but the feelings are so strong, yeah, the forces of nature are strong, eh. Volcano eruptions, tsunamis, exploding stars, feelings. We are a powerful instrument. At least it means there is life in you, that there is power in your feeling...
by lmp
Mon Jun 22, 2015 10:02 pm
Forum: Awakening / Spiritual Enlightenment / Truth-Realization
Topic: Food For Thought - Part One
Replies: 1139
Views: 115268

Re: Food For Thought

If any of you are interested in astrology and are willing to let me know the day and month of your birth, no need for the year, with the help of astrology and numerology I would be willing to tell you a bit about yourself and your pathway through life. Strictly no fortune-telling, horoscopes and bi...
by lmp
Mon Jun 22, 2015 9:04 pm
Forum: Questions
Topic: Intense awareness experience
Replies: 18
Views: 3405

Re: Intense awareness experience

Perhaps you would like to talk over the nature of this awareness, whether it is located in time and space. The time aspect being a belief that it has a temporary nature, appearing at some point and disappearing at some other point. The space aspect being the belief that it is located somewhere and s...