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by kutto
Tue May 14, 2013 12:28 am
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Physical Pressure and Rigidity - Painbody?
Replies: 17
Views: 3597

Re: Physical Pressure and Rigidity - Painbody?

Thanks for those replies. I have ordered a copy of "Stillness is the Way" I try so hard to not focus on myself but it is obsessive and I am always being drawn back into it. I am aware that in trying so hard I am raising my stress levels but I have felt this way for months on end with only a few days...
by kutto
Sun Apr 28, 2013 1:34 am
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Physical Pressure and Rigidity - Painbody?
Replies: 17
Views: 3597

Re: Physical Pressure and Rigidity - Painbody?

Anger is surfacing - In very short moments can feel like I am wearing a mask to the outside world 'A little gap has opened where I can observe me 'prepaing a reaction' to someone - I think I am giving it what I think it wants from me. This is a long - long habit - I got a flash of anger yesterday th...
by kutto
Thu Apr 25, 2013 3:51 am
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Physical Pressure and Rigidity - Painbody?
Replies: 17
Views: 3597

Re: Physical Pressure and Rigidity - Painbody?

Thankyou for your replies. Rideforever your comment of not being able to access them is accurate. It feels like a field that is just out of reach and it keeps wanting to push, push - but when I let it push it makes me physically rigid with angry grimacing and scowling but no rela emotional 'content'...
by kutto
Tue Apr 23, 2013 11:31 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Physical Pressure and Rigidity - Painbody?
Replies: 17
Views: 3597

Physical Pressure and Rigidity - Painbody?

Hi Everyone, I have recently come to the work of Eckhart Tolle and while practicing being present I am aware that I find it hard to be in the present moment as every few seconds I subtly go inside and 'push back' against a negative physical pushing force that pushes up form my belly. If I work hard ...