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by blissrunn14
Thu Feb 12, 2015 8:23 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Not doing good today
Replies: 8
Views: 1058

Not doing good today

I'm Unbearably lonely I've never been married. No one has ever liked me enough to want to marry me. I Feel like a failure I feel abnormal cause everyone gets married and I mostly I feel lonely. All I want is a husband and family. At 40 it's probably too late. What is wrong with me? Why wasn't able t...
by blissrunn14
Wed Feb 11, 2015 3:02 am
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: How does a person awaken?
Replies: 10
Views: 1155

Re: How does a person awaken?

@david Yes it was an illusion, and when I woke up in that instance I saw that illusion and was released from the torment and pain. But, I did nothing it just happened. And I don't know how to become that way again and STAY that way. I'm assuming when someone stays that way for good they are born aga...
by blissrunn14
Wed Feb 11, 2015 2:59 am
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: How does a person awaken?
Replies: 10
Views: 1155

Re: How does a person awaken?

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by blissrunn14
Wed Feb 11, 2015 2:51 am
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: How does a person awaken?
Replies: 10
Views: 1155

Re: How does a person awaken?

So if there is a depressed thought, it is not the thought that changes but it is in the seeing of it that the change takes place. Meditation, for instance, is looking (into something) is it not? Yes, I agree it's the seeing of it that makes the change. But, I don't seem to be able to control when I...
by blissrunn14
Wed Feb 11, 2015 2:44 am
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Have you ever seen or communicated with God directly?
Replies: 9
Views: 1389

Re: Have you ever seen or communicated with God directly?

@david I just recently heard about some considering God to be awareness or consciousness. I also read about it in NDE story Webwanderer posted about anita moorjani who said the same thing (beautiful story btw). I experienced once when I forgave my father a kind of "knowing" flowing through me. It wa...
by blissrunn14
Wed Feb 11, 2015 2:36 am
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Have you ever seen or communicated with God directly?
Replies: 9
Views: 1389

Re: Have you ever seen or communicated with God directly?

Thanks @ clouded I'll check it out.
by blissrunn14
Wed Feb 11, 2015 2:31 am
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: How do you give yourself unconditional love?
Replies: 19
Views: 2200

Re: How do you give yourself unconditional love?

So by appreciation you guys mean relaxing and excepting the moment as it is and that naturally generates appreciation?

Yes, I get like this sometimes (frustrated). I'm not sure why I feel frustrated sometimes I can't just get better.
by blissrunn14
Tue Feb 10, 2015 2:21 am
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: How do you give yourself unconditional love?
Replies: 19
Views: 2200

Re: How do you give yourself unconditional love?

I don't know the difference between gratitude and appreciation. It sounds like from what I'm reading that appreciation is a state I probably have to wait to happen because I don't know what essence is. It hasn't been shown to me yet that I know of. I'm just feeling frustrated. Everything is so confu...
by blissrunn14
Mon Feb 09, 2015 11:45 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Your summary of your search
Replies: 50
Views: 5466

Re: Your summary of your search

What compelled me to search for spiritual answers is... I grew up with severe depression 24/7 and severe spiritual pain 24/7 starting as a very young child. I remember telling my mom and grandma I had a bad stomach ache all the time starting at about age 7, the belly ache I was talking about was my ...
by blissrunn14
Mon Feb 09, 2015 11:27 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: What does 'spirituality' mean to you?
Replies: 20
Views: 2812

Re: What does 'spirituality' mean to you?

Spirituality to me just means everything of me that isn't physical matter or emotional energy. I know there is more to me then that although I'm not entirely clear on what it is made up of, but that part is what I consider spirituality if that makes any sense. I grew up in an environment of family a...
by blissrunn14
Mon Feb 09, 2015 11:10 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Have you ever seen or communicated with God directly?
Replies: 9
Views: 1389

Have you ever seen or communicated with God directly?

Sorry if this sounds like a crazy question, but I've been wondering a lot lately about God. What is God, where is he, can I communicate directly with him etc... Has anyone ever seen or communicated directly with God, not think you have, but KNOW you have? If so, what was it like? What did you see or...
by blissrunn14
Mon Feb 09, 2015 9:26 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: How does a person awaken?
Replies: 10
Views: 1155

Re: How does a person awaken?

In other words you mean that although those experiences felt good that doesn't mean that what I am experiencing now is any less valuable it just may not feel or look the same to me while going through it? My father said something like that to me.
by blissrunn14
Mon Feb 09, 2015 9:21 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: How do you give yourself unconditional love?
Replies: 19
Views: 2200

Re: How do you give yourself unconditional love?

Good morning :-) So for instance the last couple of days I feel sad and a little hopeless. I've lost my job, lost my only friend which was also my boyfriend and a host of other unfortunate situations legal, financial etc... and feel as though things will never turn upwards for me. My outer or materi...
by blissrunn14
Sun Feb 08, 2015 11:11 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: How does a person awaken?
Replies: 10
Views: 1155

Re: How does a person awaken?

I ask God these questions too. But, I don't know who God is, where he is or what he is so I'm not quite sure what I'm talking to when I ask. Just kind of hoping and waiting.