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by blissrunn14
Sun Feb 08, 2015 10:39 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: has anyone here been able to maintain their awakening?
Replies: 16
Views: 2801

Re: has anyone here been able to maintain their awakening?

I have experienced waking up all of a sudden and being in a room I've been in every day for years and seeing it for the first time. Seeing real colors for the first time. Seeing people and knowing things that were always there for the first time. It was EXTREMELY different then how I feel now even i...
by blissrunn14
Sun Feb 08, 2015 10:22 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: How does a person awaken?
Replies: 10
Views: 1536

How does a person awaken?

How does a person awaken, become enlightened, become born again what ever you call it? How does someone do this? Is it something you "do" or wait to "happen"? I have been curious of what an ego is for months. One day a few weeks ago while I was going through extremely severe inner pain dealing with ...
by blissrunn14
Sun Feb 08, 2015 9:51 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: How do you give yourself unconditional love?
Replies: 19
Views: 2958

Re: How do you give yourself unconditional love?

I am tired of living in pain, it serves no purpose and makes no sense. I want to know why I am here and what I am supposed to be doing. If I am the essence of God I want to know he is there and live the way he intended me to live. How does someone do that? I want peace and bliss and to be able to en...
by blissrunn14
Sun Feb 08, 2015 9:42 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: How do you give yourself unconditional love?
Replies: 19
Views: 2958

Re: How do you give yourself unconditional love?

I have been trying to find appreciation in small things each day like you mentioned the other day. I honestly don't know if it's making a difference in me in anyway, but I definitely don't mind it. It's more pleasant then constantly focusing on what I think is wrong or uncomfortable. I don't know ho...
by blissrunn14
Sun Feb 08, 2015 8:14 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: How do you give yourself unconditional love?
Replies: 19
Views: 2958

Re: How do you give yourself unconditional love?

ha I think I may have just gotten my answer. Watch, embrace and be aware of myself and all the stuff I do without indulging my opinions about it all. If I ignore my thoughts about how horrible I am, I'm not all that horrible ha ha. I just saw that :-)
by blissrunn14
Sun Feb 08, 2015 8:09 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: How do you give yourself unconditional love?
Replies: 19
Views: 2958

Re: How do you give yourself unconditional love?

I have always been severely judgmental and hard on myself. I'm beginning to see this has been my downfall. How does someone who does not, learn how to love and forgive themself.
by blissrunn14
Sun Feb 08, 2015 1:56 am
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: How do you give yourself unconditional love?
Replies: 19
Views: 2958

How do you give yourself unconditional love?

How does someone give themselves unconditional love? What is it exactly and how does someone give themself unconditional love for real, not just in belief?
by blissrunn14
Thu Feb 05, 2015 9:05 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Do things get worse before they get better?
Replies: 15
Views: 2362

Re: Do things get worse before they get better?

Wow. It's never occurred to me to place some focus on the little things that are nice. I've always put all my focus on the negative so much so I don't even know if I know how to appreciate. I like that though, I'm going to practice that today. If I can focus on what's wrong why not also focus on wha...
by blissrunn14
Thu Feb 05, 2015 6:54 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Losing yourself in thought
Replies: 20
Views: 3215

Re: Losing yourself in thought

I don't like being lost in thought all my thoughts do is tell me bad scary things that make pain rise in my belly and causes me to do stupid self sabataging things.
by blissrunn14
Thu Feb 05, 2015 6:47 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Do things get worse before they get better?
Replies: 15
Views: 2362

Re: Do things get worse before they get better?

What do you mean by appreciation? Appreciate what?

I don't mean that to sound rude, can you tell me what you mean?

By beliefs do you mean believing what my head tells me about what's going on?
by blissrunn14
Thu Feb 05, 2015 9:27 am
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Do things get worse before they get better?
Replies: 15
Views: 2362

Re: Do things get worse before they get better?

What's the difference? I seek both and pretty much consider them the same thing. I just want to wake up out of this hell on earth I've lived my entire life. I just want to wake up and be as I'm supposed to be. I have experienced waking up for brief periods then slipped back into hell. I don't want t...
by blissrunn14
Thu Feb 05, 2015 9:22 am
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Are most claimed awakenings actually false
Replies: 7
Views: 1809

Re: Are most claimed awakenings actually false

Yes, a lot of people claim it falsely online and off. I grew up around a lot of religious "and" spiritual people and their true colors eventually show if you're around them enough so I know it happens online too. For some reason many people seem to think there is some type of value in pretending or ...
by blissrunn14
Thu Feb 05, 2015 9:17 am
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Do things get worse before they get better?
Replies: 15
Views: 2362

Re: Do things get worse before they get better?

I am not awakened I'm on a journey seeking it. My advice, don't seek it, because you'll just end up chasing the conceptual idea that you have built up in your mind, which in turn you'll never find. I'm not sure what you mean by that. If I don't seek it I'll just stay the same, miserable and unhappy...
by blissrunn14
Thu Feb 05, 2015 9:08 am
Forum: General Eckhart Tolle Discussion
Topic: Doing or not doing ? Confused
Replies: 8
Views: 1991

Re: Doing or not doing ? Confused

I have also been very confused about that. They say don't do anything, don't put any effort into it yet say to be present and be aware of your feelings. I am not present and it takes effort to be aware because I am not aware lol. What I've done fairly recently is just be with my pain and emotions. W...
by blissrunn14
Thu Feb 05, 2015 2:11 am
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Do things get worse before they get better?
Replies: 15
Views: 2362

Re: Do things get worse before they get better?

Thank you, I have a friend who said it happened to them too. As soon as they started waking up their outer world hit rock bottom and then their life totally transformed for the better complete turnaround. They told me this happens and I'll be okay. I wanted to know if others have experienced this. m...