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by SpaBlauw33
Mon Jan 01, 2018 3:22 pm
Forum: Introductions
Topic: Hi from Belgium
Replies: 34
Views: 8361

Re: Hi from Belgium

Ow, good to look back there ... Thank you turiya for the feedback, that is so nice to hear ! Slowly I come to realise that the more I try to grasp it all with the mind, the more this fearful thoughts + writing will appear :? After i first 'saw', of course the ego started using this all, to create an...
by SpaBlauw33
Sun Dec 31, 2017 3:23 pm
Forum: Introductions
Topic: Hi from Belgium
Replies: 34
Views: 8361

Re: Hi from Belgium

monsters will become friends This of course should read: monsters ARE friends. Monsters are "me" too, we are one and the same, they are nothing but made up, but they are real, except there is NO ONE but the storyteller to make them into monsters right .... This is huge :oops: So, that is why I shou...
by SpaBlauw33
Sun Dec 31, 2017 2:56 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Awakening
Replies: 229
Views: 122750

Re: Awakening

Just to be open about it, some information. I deleted my earlier post here, because I reckon now that it is not (no longer) of any use. All "seeking" in it is unnecessary. Thanks
by SpaBlauw33
Sun Dec 31, 2017 2:52 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Barometer of spiritual progress
Replies: 19
Views: 3572

Re: Barometer of spiritual progress

That comes across like very humble of you, thank you. Please don't hold back. Presence, indeed, can only "be". Acceptance is (one of) the answer(s) to what I wrote. Just that.

Live a great day!
by SpaBlauw33
Sun Dec 31, 2017 2:17 pm
Forum: Introductions
Topic: Hi from Belgium
Replies: 34
Views: 8361

Re: Hi from Belgium

Ok, I could keep writing and writing to "justify" this what is coming back to me, but it can go beyond that. As there are no words for it, ever attempt to describe things further would be ego induced and thus pointless. Needless to mention my life has changed. But is has not really changed. Nothing ...
by SpaBlauw33
Sun Dec 31, 2017 12:45 am
Forum: Introductions
Topic: Hi from Belgium
Replies: 34
Views: 8361

Re: Hi from Belgium

kiki, I just want to show my gratitude for all your effort. While writing further, I drifted away to far this evening - like the post yesterday - so I am gonna stop now. I find it difficult to bring any presence into writing and ego expects me to only write "relevant" stuff ... I know the ego is ver...
by SpaBlauw33
Fri Dec 29, 2017 10:09 pm
Forum: Introductions
Topic: Hi from Belgium
Replies: 34
Views: 8361

Re: Hi from Belgium

Thanks again kiki. Things you bring to me are so relevant, your forecasting was correct, every word from the beginning! Also thank you for sharing your story here. I am very grateful and perhaps shy to say something to it ... It did pick up fragments of people's story and more while reading through ...
by SpaBlauw33
Fri Dec 29, 2017 3:46 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Barometer of spiritual progress
Replies: 19
Views: 3572

Re: Barometer of spiritual progress

Totally agree WW. This kind of measurement, and desire for this kind of state, convinces me more and more that “enlightenment” has more in common with a dissociative disorder. A tricked up way to feel nothing....except perhaps a buzz of bliss that blocks human emotional responsiveness. Hi, thank yo...
by SpaBlauw33
Fri Dec 29, 2017 1:48 pm
Forum: Introductions
Topic: Hi from Belgium
Replies: 34
Views: 8361

Re: Hi from Belgium

Great, thank you for so much clarification kiki :) If I look back how this came to me, maybe I was looking, but not in thàt way, I was looking for totally different answer then those that were "spiritiual". But then, how to explain I came to ET, felt it was right, gave it back up again, kept 'lookin...
by SpaBlauw33
Fri Dec 29, 2017 12:53 am
Forum: Introductions
Topic: How did you find the forum?
Replies: 78
Views: 61776

Re: How did you find the forum?

Could it maybe be, there was nothing to be found? Just arriving here ... Just a river of life that came flowing through me through the universe, all of the sudden all recent "searching" pointed out and stopped, there was 'it' right in front of me, right from within to be more precise. That pointed o...
by SpaBlauw33
Fri Dec 29, 2017 12:33 am
Forum: Introductions
Topic: Hi from Belgium
Replies: 34
Views: 8361

Re: Hi from Belgium

Hello kiki Thank you for your warm and welcoming words :) Sometimes maybe while writing, I pause too much. When I feel unsecure about what to write and how, it is the ego talking, but you are very right indeed, what is happening right now is the same mechanism, I can feel myself "switching" between ...
by SpaBlauw33
Thu Dec 28, 2017 2:56 am
Forum: Introductions
Topic: Hi from Belgium
Replies: 34
Views: 8361

Hi from Belgium

Hi dear people of the world and this community :) Guy from Belgium here, living this life 'in' a 37y old body now :) I have recently experienced what might be just a glimpse of the real power of a long forgotten joy and it has brought me in this very curious state, almost craving for more insight in...