ego theatrics on the prairie

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ego theatrics on the prairie

Post by L. Bryson » Wed Feb 08, 2006 1:23 am

Day 9,
somewhere in New Mexico:


Friend comes down ill w/ virus, watching 49 yr. old person digress to level of adolescent primate.

The ego theatrics were amazing. Really trying to look at my compassion level when ego had different agenda. Won a few, lost a few, end result pretty satisfactory.

Friend was in such resistance, talk about a " blanket " Whoaaaaa.
Held my own with presence for extroaridnary length of time then weakend at an alarming rate. ( I think it was when he reached for the map and had to let out yet another groaning sigh ) or maybe it was the 74th salt water taffy wrapper being tossed on the floor along with about 15lbs. of trail mix.


Not clear about this yet.


Energy was getting tense, certain force fields were starting to churn.
Really holding hands with the watcher but she was slipping away fast!

Friend had'nt buckled up yet on highway ( 5:30 am, 5 miles out of Grants N.M. , 14 degrees in the middle of now. )
He appeared to be dozing ( did I mention the sweatshirt hood drawn so tightly around his face that all you could see was his mouth & nose? )
My ego was not attracted.
I was aware of this :D

Peacefully cruising along when I swerved slightly and friend was tossed forward and jolted out of his nappy. ( take that any way you wish! )
It was an amazing mixture of theatrics ( on his behalf ) you'd have thought a moose came through the window.Truly I gave it my all but must admit my desire to burst out laughing nearly overcame me.

I know this possibly could be my sadistic shadow that I have yet to integrate :lol:

All these parts take time.



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Post by heidi » Wed Feb 08, 2006 2:10 am

Hi L LOL - I think you may have started a topic that is really named
Consciousness in the Real World.
I'll share a story soon. You watch painbodies do their thing, ego popping in here and there with prejudices, only knowing the ploy because you've used it yourself. Ah, consciousness!
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Post by be-lank » Wed Feb 08, 2006 4:42 am

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You simply must get published!

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