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New here and watched a few videos by Eckhart around a year ago.
I believe it was a year or so after I had become single. Many things felt wrong in my life and I could somehow not accept that this was the life I was leading. I still find myself not accepting things as they are but I am trying not to try but merely accept. What I struggle with the most now is the thoughts, I realize that my presence most often is a made up illusion from an ego thinking about presence. As so soon as I realize that, that ego is taken over by another ego thinking that thinking about the presence is the wrong way to go about. It's like I'm trapped in this circle.
Any help and tips would be appreciated, much love to you all
I'm new here and happy to be part of the community. My search for something else began about a year ago when I broke up with my girlfriend, it's probably what drove me to it. I've had some pain in my life such as depression and panic anxiety. However, I'm not here to discuss my egos story
I've watched a substantial amount of Eckhart videos and I love them, but I believe I have problem with accepting life as it is. I find myself thinking about being present alot, I find that I try to think my way to the present moment. I will catch myself drifting away in my mind and then I try to think that I should not think and that I should be present, and to add to it I will start thinking about how I should go about being present and by then I'm in some kind of ongoing thought stream of how it should feel and why it's not working. This pattern seems to be unbreakable. Any tips and help would be much appreciated. Thank you