http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ope1tNwRNO4
I had a instant where I was out recently and met a beautiful woman. It came at an unfortunate time where, the nyc woman walks 10hr video (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b1XGPvbWn0A), and it easily could put a young man in his head. I just hate how many barriers that are put in between men and women. Talking, complimenting, greeting made out to be wrong. I find it so disgusting since it is fueled by hate; men hating women and women hating men under terms like MRM or feminism. Essentially, a bullshit ego that keeps people apart and promotes more hate and cognitive dissonance. As if life is not hard enough as is?
I was out in a cafe and I met this beautiful woman. I could not help myself. I just started to talk to her. When I was little, I always use to wonder, what do I say? My mind was on auto pilot. I just talked. I mean, we talked... like really talked. Not full convo or randomness like, "hi" or "how you are doing?" Fluff convo with no meaning. We actually had a moment. Despite the barriers of being strangers and role playing in whatever scenario we are in, we bridged that gap. She and I got talking about the things we love to do. We spoke about our ambitions and the things we had plans.
I would see her again. We got talking some more. She told me about her agenda for the future and I spoke about the lifestyle I intend to have for myself as well as the lives around me. It was great. I found she intimidated me. She was beautiful but, more importantly, she was ambitious, a quality I rarely meet in women. I meet a lot that talk about independence but, seek out handouts or daddy to buy her stuff. This girl was actually independent which I liked. She asked me about some local event and if I was going. I ended up missing the event but, I saw her again. Same time. Same place. Leaving, I told her I would see her later. She said, "i hope so." The next time I went in, same time, same place, I took her number, and we went out.
The whole thing was romanticized in my head. It did not workout. We had very little in common and the anticipation never lived up to actually dating. We are on different paths in life but, guys, I loved every aspect of this. I loved that I conquered the fear of videos like the walking in nyc video that makes a man out to feel like he is a bad guy for being interested, complimenting or asking a woman out. I hate that.
While this did not end in true love; wife, children, and white picket fence, maybe next time it does. I am not afraid
