Cristina wrote:and i do not believe in law of attraction...i do not think we have so much power to make things happen.
I would suggest that this is like saying you don't believe in the law of gravity.
i do not think we have so much power to make things happen.
I don't disagree with this thought. We can't so much make things happen as to allow them to. Just as it's wise to allow things to be as they are, we can also allow them to change in the direction of our preference.
Consider, power of a creative nature comes from Source as Source energy. The power in a magnifying glass to create heat is the power to focus energy from the the sun. The glass isn't the source of the energy, only the focusing agent. In the same way consciousness is the focusing agent through which the creative power of Source energy flows.
That said if a magnifying glass is not focused properly no additional heat will be formed. It's somewhat the same with consciousness. Most of us are a mixed bag of beliefs and desires. While we may want a thing intently, it may also be that we fear or believe we will not get it. Such a conflicted focus is only likely to create conflicted results. There are all manor of conflicted beliefs lurking in our deeper consciousness that are difficult to recognize and even more difficult to root out.
It's the old idea of a fish being unaware that it is living in water. The environment is so familiar that it goes unnoticed.
Maybe i need to learn to accept things as they are.
A good first step. As long as we're pushing against what is we are unlikely to see the path to our true happiness. Quiet alignment provides an atmosphere for insight to flow for that path to become more clear.