On the issue of whether one who is aware of the energies of attraction (and also the ignorance or denial/blocking of it) can still portray human emotions - absolutely they can - I call this the bit where you just wanna pee your pants
but at the same time you do continue to willingly be the hole in the flute through which the 'christ' (creation energy) flows
I don't find it hard to hear 'if' Jesus was spiritually willing and aware, while also being physically humanly frail and in pain whilst being tortured (what you think it didn't hurt? pfffttt!), while also being loving in nature, and linking into the power of love (energy) in his own forgiveness for others acting in ignorance.
How we die is not nearly as important (or not) as how we live.
Both living and dying in the physical sense are still likely at the very least to make us sometimes cry out in pain, and absolutely at times make us feel like we're just gonna pee our pants. (we are being human after all, in all its gory and glory).
If you're still unsure go check at the local maternity ward ... what ... these women didn't know labour was gonna hurt? (some of them have been there before and go back for more eegads!!)
There is also the consideration of others whose physical 'will' was also in effect... 'thy will, not my will be done', for me doesn't always mean 'God's' (as a separate entity). In any situation there are multiples upon multiples all applying 'force' of energy in motion.