This reminds of that bit in the film Stripes when Bill Murray is signing up for the army and the guy asks Murray "are either of you two gay ?" ... and Murray says "no ... but we are willing to learn - will they send us to a special school or something ?"Yutso wrote:You say you want to be happy? I believe you.
I am willing to give happiness another go.
But ... actually there is an ache in my heart and I don't know why. Perhaps it needs God to fill it. This isn't my choice, this is just accepting how I actually am and have always been - so I am searching.
Yes I have read ET's books. But I think you lot often reduce the teaching to 'thoughtless awareness' and are desperate to get rid of mind and thoughts and become a rock. But that is not what a human beings highest potential is. It is through the mind that much can happen - that the face of God can be reflected most fully. After all, how do you know you are aware without your mind ? But the total vagueness of discussions and group hugging (which is nice of course) ... gets in the way of actual precision and penetration in the Truth. This is how it seems to me.
Anyway, I am wishing everyone a wonderful and warm Thursday, I have got my shades on and am going to get some Sun.