Yes, I've been spieling pretty much the same spiel for quite a while now.
I have OCD. I'm a repeater. I wonder if I'm not repeating in this case also, playing through the same track until just before the end, then skipping back to the beginning ... o'er and o'er again.
There's that old saying, focus on the journey, not on the goal. I seem to have taken that to an extreme.
We all have our paths. Mine is a bit ... labyrinthine. Not sure I'd have it any other way, even if I could.
Good to hear from you.
Merrily, merrily, merrily, merrily ...