
I have a question, it may be a bit of a stupid or strange one, like something that's glaringly obvious but with a point I've completely missed. I'm not even sure how to put it, but will have a go.
Why don't my mind, body and 'spirit' feel unified? Somehow I feel like everything seems to be operating independently of each other, as if there is division between them. Like here's my mind, doing it's own thing, here's my body, and here's the witness, or awareness watching it, and there's the external situation. I don't really understand what's going on. Heck, I don't understand anything anymore. Am I stuck as the witness? Like how Adya describes in The End of Your World.. I feel very incomplete and un-whole-y.





Thank you in advance.
